I could only dream;

Seriously, I really forgot whats the meaning of updating my blog.

2011-04-10T11:41:00.000+08:00

OMG, so long right never update my blog!
Like, this has been dead for so many month -_-
And I never even mention which school I'm in right now in the year 2011.
So, I got into Innova JC. Yeh well, nearest to my house. :P
Anyway, yesterday debate with ITE and YJC. Never mind luh, pioneers right.
Some more got one very cute guy in the ITE debate team :P
Can is can lah, worth it or not also can lah. LOL.
I can't always keep thinking about that jerk when that guy clearly used me.
Fuck him right, really fuck him man. Bastard. Don't you dare talk to me again.
Ah whatever lah, better get back to doing my homework.
JC so much homework, how ):

U-KISS FANSIGN

2010-11-21T23:25:00.004+08:00

Ahhhh! So long since I've last updated myself on this blog! Kkekke~

Yes, I went to U-Kiss fansign on the 19 November! (woots! I'm still so hyper after that)

But on the 18th, I went stalking them. Did you know they give great fan-service?

Not to forget as well, I made some seriously good friends by the name of Evangela and another CHIJ girl (strangely, I forgot her name).

OHMYGAWD, THEY STAYED AT LAGUNA GOLF RESORT!

It was so funny! We staked out there like for 5 hours? Plus, Alexander kept on tweeting about us not to forget lunch. Kkekke~

Then finally when we heard a lot of girl's screams, we went there to our van and actually screamed, cause U-Kiss was playing with us Kiss-Mes! :D

I guess the other Kiss-Mes were pissed off about us, cause U-Kiss seems to pay us more attention than them.

We kept on shouting 'Eli, Soohyun, Kevin, Xander' LOL. But I think the best was that we actually screamed ' U-KISS hwaiting!' and they turned to us and showed us the 'jjang!' gesture like we did.

Ahhh, I'm so shy, what can I do? *blushes*

The funny part came when we finished shouting and was about to replenish for air, the driver uncles shouted together as one and called 'Oppa!Oppa!OPPA!'.

So cute lah they! LOL. Then Eli, Kiseop and Soohyun waved back giggling.

OHMYGOSH, HOW CUTE CAN THEY GET?!?!?!

Then we followed them for rehearsal at the Bedok Reservoir Park around 7pm(?)

Then Kibum said during their practice of Moraego , ' Its so hot in here, like you guys!'.

Not to mention, Eli kept on showing off his moves, wakkekkekkekke~

After practice of about 6 songs, they went for dinner at Long Beack (Dempsey Hill) . IT'S AWESOME.

Although they went for private room, I was still happy that they are so close to us!

But was freaking pissed off lah, this fucked up guy bribed the waited to have priority although we are the first..FUCK YOU.

But in the end we got a table, and ate fried rice! LOL, for 9 people, bill only $40...LOLOLOLOL.

Then after that, had to go home cause it was 10pm ++ , and our new friends were so kind, they let the driver to drive us to Orchard MRT, but never mind, he let us drop at a nearby bus stop. Total stalking fees : $41.

AWESOME.

I wanted to take a taxi, but Yun doesn't want to..who cares? I rather be back home first, so cabbed back home..

Was so tired, but had to wake up early again for the fansign! Let the other people from the fansign with their videos speak for themselves. After all, if a picture speaks a thousand words, what about a video? (;

(Kiseop is so skinny! EAT MORE DARLING!)

Its' the best, really. I feel so bad about how I treated Kibum ahhh!

During the signing, I went ahead and gave Eli my album, when mine is supposed to be Kibum, and Kibum was kind of confused ):

Then when I pushed to Kibum, he said 'I'm sorry I'm not Eli'. Then I shook my head (like a chihuahua ._.) and replied ' Never mind, you're my second favourite! ' . OHMYGOD, HOW CRUEL CAN I GET?! (bangs head).

Then while he was signing, I called out to him 'Kibum-oppa!' then he totally made that prince shake of the head! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!~!~!~!~!~!~!~

I made a small heart sign and said ' My friend, saranghae! I also, saranghae!' and he nodded with the small heart sign back again! Then I continued with ' Oppa, U-kiss hwaiting! HWAITINGGGG! ' and he laughed and did the same 'jjang!' gesture as me.
I'm so sorry oppa ~\ (T~T) /
(P.S: I'll probably show you guys my signed album at the class chalet! Kkekke~)

Ohmygosh.

Best $168 ever spent.

Gonna upload some pictures of me waiting on 18 November to welcome them to Singapore.

Plus, I was the first one to scream out 'They arrived at Singapore!' while looking at the confirmation screen, LOL.

(did you know the angmohs were friendly, though surprised initially? They were like, 'You better become like cheerleaders, because you'll be jumping for them!' or 'Hurry, run run or you'll miss them!' SO FUNNY AND CUTE LAH! :D)

Me and my cousin Yun (;

Me and Zhenyi (met on facebook :D)

Don't we Kiss-Mes?! XD

Again! A retake! LOL.

Cute isn't he?!?! GAHHHH!

ILY. You totally became my bias after my encounter with you (;

Mine and Zahirah's paper wristbands. LOL. I still keep them as my memories of seeing U-Kiss at a concert.

The best, U-Kiss, HWAITING! ♥
(edited)
SOOHYUN NOTICED ME WHILE I WAS WELCOMING THEM AT THE AIRPORT, BECAUSE MY SIGNBOARD WAS THE BIGGEST FOR HIM, BECAUSE THE MAJORITY WAS FOR KEVIN AND ALEXANDER! HE NODDED,SMILED AND WAVED AT ME!!!!
-total death strike-

Drowning.

2010-08-22T17:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so hooked onto Pokemon Crystal now, kkekke~

But I made a mistake, and I lost the high probability of getting Suicune now ):

Gah, but hey, I'm well on my way now in Kanto, and currently on the quest to get all of the Gym's badges! Awesome oh! ^^ V

-side track-

I LOVE OH HYE RIN BABY!!!!

Ohemgee, isn't she so freaking pretty and cute?!?!?! -spazz moment-

She's like, totally my favourite member in After School!

So kind and even waved to us, her personality is also to my liking..DAEBAK DAEBAK!

-back on course-

Anyway, Friday recess was so damn funny man, me and Kin Hong kept on talking about Yaoi (more like me?) and how cute it is for me! >:D

Then I was saying how guys in America (feminine ones, really) actually went to an Anime Convention and put up a sign ' Will Yaoi for $ ' .

!!!

If only Singapore would pass such a law! That'd be sooooooo awesome.

Be more open minded man, PLEASE!

Then Jared and Justin came, by then I was totally squealing about how cute Yaoi is, and Justin just showed me his 'Is this for real??' look, whereas Jared is blur. :P

Of course I took the chance lah! Made Jared x Alex together!

AWESOME.

Kin Hong simply went ' Disgusting ' .

LOL.

Bloody cute lah, love Shounen-Ai/Yaoi so much ~ >:D

Sexy man, I guess that's why they call it a women genre.

I seriously need to go to Japan and see it for myself!

Shounen-Ai, of course ^^ V

[Raina is totally my role-model!]

[P/S: She's the one in the pictures ^^ V]

Fuck lah.

2010-08-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

Fuck man, I don't know why my computer is so freakin' laggy right now.

If my brother uses the internet to play GE again, I swear I'll fucking kill him, everything internet-related is laggy shit lah please man!

Bah, today didn't go to school.

Woke up in the early morning to eat before imsak, when I had the real painful headaches/migraines(?)

Damn painful till I had to eat 2 Panadol Extra before going back to bed.

Couldn't sleep in the end, and after the failure attempt to sleep again, went to take a bath and get ready for school.

In the end, cried so much ): Too painful like hell! Thank God Daddy is very comforting, he promised that he'll write a letter to school so I could rest at home. ♥

Rested a while, before chiong-ing A.Maths homework. 2 A.Maths and 2 E.Maths Paper 1 & 2 to be completed!

Bloody tiring, 2 more papers to go. \: GANBATTEN.

Little sister broke her fast early in the morning, like who is breaking promises now, sistah? -.-"

I think I'm transiting from K-Pop to C-Pop, heh, even Jane agrees ^^ V

Shermaine, I'll practice my Chinese skills! Your Malay is DAEBAK! :D

Argh, I'm beginning to hate being sick, I'm vomiting at random timings ):

SUCK MAN, SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK.

Heh, can't resist the temptation. DOUBLE DA ♥ ♥ !

I COULD SO DIE HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!

2010-08-01T10:07:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD! I FINALLY GOT TO SEE AFTER SCHOOL IN PERSON(people?)!

PLUS I GOT TO SEE F.CUZ!

STALKING SUCCESS!

But now I'm feeling angry..cause like I went to cab towards the flyer, to Ion and Marina back again, when After School was in SUNTEC CITY!!!

WHATTHEHELLLLLLLLL!!!!

But Uee-unnie responded to me!

AWESOME.

Uee-unnie bowed to me! And I did likewise! AWESOME.

And I even got a video of F.Cuz!

Kan did a heart sign! WEEEEEEEEEEEZXCZXCZXC! -spasms-

There was this stupid manager who scolded Nadiah and Hanis for screaming, and they felt pretty bad.. ):

Hugged Nadiah, and the members waved again! Plus Kan did a crooked victory sign!

Oh god, I'm lovin' them :D

F.Cuz hwaiting! (Yaoyao, buzz off.)

I could so totally die happy right now!

I caught a video of Jungah, but it wasn't that clear, bah humbugs ):

I'm loving the korean pop wave ~ :D

Perhaps, the next group I'll chase is MBLAQ?

Cause After School Nana and MBLAQ should definitely get together! ^^

Perhaps chasing BEAST is not so bad either...BAH.

But I definitely want to see MBLAQ! Cause Jooyeon-unnie and G.O-oppa will make a great couple!

Muahahaha, I sound so addicted and hardcore, LOL.

Twisted, seriously. I don't know how to get rid of this overwhelming feeling.

I'm going to really go mad over these korean bands!

I should start collecting F.Cuz items, kkekkekke~ <3

Have to start my homework now, hehhhhhhhhh~

Off colour.

2010-07-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

I think I'm going to be sick, considering that I got the cough from CC, GAH.

I don't like it , & I need strepsils omg, the honey flavored one, preferably |:

Just having the sore throat, chills;

Not that bad, I guess, as compared to the seasonal flu :P

ANYWAY, during our CCD lesson, IT WAS SO FREAKING FUN!

Answered a couple of questions about RHD, and then we had to design a logo about it!

Loved the drawing of henna! Syahiirah became the guinea pig, kkekke~

(Loves)

After school (WOOTS!), since the henna is going to be thrown anyway, we just fooled around with it.

Asked Syahiirah to draw me the After School logo on my hand, and voila!

I AM AWESOME. (Syahiirah too! ^^)

God, I don't ever want to remove it, EVER!

Made Japanese potato croquettes today, yay!

But its' literally useless, cause I can't eat it.

And Orange Caramel showcase in Singapore is not going to happen, ARGH.

Depressed now ):

Predators.

2010-07-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

I've watched the movie Predators! Awesome right? :P

However, the ending was totally unexpected man. I bet there's another sequel.

I was so feeling down yesterday, we lost again to Pei Chai Secondary School.

I can understand about the first speaker, but the third?

Hell , where's the passion in her speech?

Fuck man, like totally waste my efforts in rebutting.

Plus, I have an accent?!?!

Okay, maybe I went too far. Hopefully next time I won't be given a shit like this.

Everyone said I did well, and I slammed them real hard on their points.

Biased, thats all they know.

Hell, even Vanessa was given the nod for doing well!

Ah whatever, I'm being a sore loser here.

In the end, the facts remained we're given only less than 24 hours to prepare, and the debate was a close one.

We lost only by a point (:

So that's a good thing I guess.

We're getting free Pizza Hut also with our Secondary 3 juniors !

Awesome ~ ~ ~

Thanks Mr Tyrus Chua!

Oh God, I'd better get back to work, otherwise Mrs Lee will be breathing down my neck \:

Despicable.

2010-05-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

I can't be bothered anymore, NOT.

I've improved my grades (AWESOME) by 20 marks per subject, except English.

I went and wrote a fantasy essay and it was about the Iraq war! -.-"

That caused me to lose 10 marks, otherwise I'd gotten a 23.

An A2 for sure. But no, I had to get 15 -.-"

So I'm stuck with a C5. Thank God mum and dad are understanding this time round. :D

I'm so gonna aim to pass everything next time!

POA, I can't be bothered. No matter how hard I try, I can't pass it.

Isn't it better to concentrate on your E.Maths or A.Maths? JC doesn't care about POA do they?

Oh yeah, plus my CCA grades..well..I only get 1 point to deduct.

And yet there are still some parts that were not updated! What the hell?!?!

Where did all my hard work and effort went?

So gonna rewrite >.>

Mrs Leong also asked me whether I'm going to continue with Pure Chemistry ):

Of course I am! I mean, I know all the thesis, the basics, the foundation.

But I can't pass my paper 2 because I don't know how to put it into words!

Thats why I scored my MCQs for everything \:

She asked me about my Pure Physics, and thank God, I passed it (;

Sigh, life is really such a bitch sometimes.

Pokemon is being a bitch as well, can't capture Regirock.

And Mother Tongue 'O' Levels is in less than 7 days as of now.

Please let me get an A1/A2! ):

There will be Maxima and Minima quiz tomorrow, by yours truly Mrs Lee >.>

Have to go and rest now, psht.

DEPRESSINGGG!

2010-05-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

Oh my god. I totally screwed up again.

Me and my lover, CHILLIES, can't seem to break apart from each other!

In the end, I ate him, and..

he gave me stomach-ache.

....BLAH!

Today's Brother dearest birthday! Hooray! Brother's 18 now! LEGAL.

2 more years Diyana..2 more years.

Anyway, decided to order pizza. Was contemplating to get Pizza Hut, but its not really that nice, so went with Sarpino's again!

I (L) Sarpino pizza, kkekke~ \ (^o^) /

Ordered 5 Cheese pizza ( I have this affinity for cheese today, plus brother loves them too! ^_^ V ) as well as Midnight Express.

But kena exchanged later, because they gave us the wrong order(?)

But both are clearly Midnight Express! And the cheese..well..it didn't arrive with the first one.

But whatever, the 2nd one is so much warmer ;)

Just now, was coming back from religious class when I saw ACJC-ians! AHHH!

Omg, like totally my dream school! They were drenched like hell though, cause it was raining.

They were checking out the bus schedules' at the bus-stop, maybe they wanted to get to a mrt station?

Really lah, so damn envious! ):<

I'll work hard and find that guy in my past as well! I really forgot his name..sigh.

So, if you're a guy or known who used to work in Adam Khoo camp for kids during the year 2005, please tell me! I really really want to know!

He did so many unforgettable things for my group..but brings a bit bad memories as well..with those events..

BUT WHATEVER!

SO!

Happy Sweet 18th Brother! ILY! :D

Repentance .

2010-05-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

LOL. What do we know?

I'm back at this blog again! Guess I can't give up Blogger huh? (muacks)

Sigh, a lot of ups and downs so far. But they're all pretty amazing (dazzles)

AND OHEMGEE.

AFTER SCHOOL IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!

I love them! Ohmygawd.

Me (heart) Nana the best! :D

Can't resist, but I must simply put this up! (though I don't like 2pm anymore)

I found it funny, kkekke~ >:D

Anyway, back to hand.

I love pink, seriously, I do.

Before you start thinking I'm those typical Ah Lians who have no taste in colours apart from pink and black only, I love the spectrum. Ditto.

Thats what a fashionista is all about!

Its just that I like black a lot, you'll never catch me wearing any other colours when I go out. Only black, and forever black.

Within my comfort zone, kkekke~

Speaking of which, yesterday I had a really weird dream.

I dreamt about Jared, Marianne and (cough, won't tell).

And they 3 were BFF! And I was at the side, with Vivian and Cristie.

Hmm, my dreams must be not prophetic after all >:)

Ah well, tomorrow is the last paper!

Pure Physics Paper 1! But then there's that bloody anchor test..and MOTHER TONGUE 'O' LEVELS..

Psht, one break, and back to studying for Mother Tongue language!

Oh god, this is seriously killing me.

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.

MOVED.

2010-02-27T12:15:00.001+08:00

I moved to http://applesheartme.tumblr.com/ currently :D
I'll still keep this blog, too many of memories and drama for me to throw away (:

Clairience .

2010-02-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

NYAHAHAHA.

I'M BACK. MISSED ME?

I know you do :D

Mm, whats so great about this week?

Lemme see, I won at Mahjong yesterday $10, thanks to the behalf of someone -winkwink- .

I didn't really gamble, get my drift? -winkwinkS-

Today A.Maths test got postponed! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEZXCZXCZXC.

But that means two tests tomorrow ._____________________-

Whatever. The most shocking is yet to come.

Today, while Me and Panda were studying together + Hann Shen saw this Sec 3 girl coupled together with Sec 1/2 boy!

OMG. How freaky is that??

Not that I'm against it. (Cougar, as what Hann Shenn said).

Give me a same age guy and a younger guy , I'll take the younger guy.

Nothing better than a bit of challenge in your life.

NYUHUHUHUHU.

Okay whatever.

MOVING ON.

I think, I'm gonna be broke soon.

I keep on buying this! Buying that! Then when can I save up for my ODM watch? ):

Wait, I want a Baby-G. There's this one that just came out and so freaking neon-y PINK.

I want! $108 watch, come to MAMA.

Preposterous! >:O

2010-02-13T19:11:00.001+08:00

Junho-oppa, don't worry, your time to shine will come soon! :D

LOL. I just realized something.

Tomorrow I'm going to go to 313@Somerset to watch 3-D Avatar!

Brother got this free ticket to watch a movie at Cathay from his school, being him managing to drop out of the weight management programme.

So yeah. Tomorrow I'm going to accompany him to watch.

Lil' sister want to follow, but if she follows, Mum has to follow as well.

And Mum is lazy to go out, so uh-uh for lil' sister.

She's bawling out her eyes right now .________.

Seriously, since the short holidays are here...I'm sooo going to go shopping!

I know, shops are closed, but just try our best lah! I mean come on!

All outlets the staffs are buddhists is it?

Sure got other races one! I better wear slippers tomorrow, I'm gonna go on a shopping marathon~

I think I don't care if Brother is following me or not. I must go shopping! Ugh!

Tell me , bottom, top, accessories, or shoes?

))))):

HELP!

Ugh, I need some Chansung-Bear therapy...

Done! My sickness is cured! Hah!

I love you, Hwang Chansung (:

Ahhh, I kept on thinking of shopping tomorrow. Ahahaha.

I'm gonna post up another video of Kahi,Uee and Jooyeon dance :D

(Marianne, WATCH IT. THE FIRST DANCE IS CRITICAL!)

Heheh. >:D

I love ZE:A (Children Of Empire)! :D

200th Post! Weeeeezxczxczxc! :D

2010-02-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

I seriously can't believe this is my 200th post.

Okay, erm, where shall I begin?

Ohkay, Mr Viknesh scolded me for buying Green Tea during PE lesson.

Embarassing, but I really needed it. Vomited it out soon anyway, cause my body couldn't took the workout.

Pounding headache came later.

Sooo, moving on!

Was late for A.Maths class, but heng managed to escape denda uh, otherwise...(I was thinking of doing Gee).

Anyways, Literature period, -drones- was so damn sleepy lah!

Some more it ended late. Not a particularly my preference but yeah.

Tomorrow we're going to go to the Marina Barrage! But we have to get pass our E.Maths test..damn.

I'm not so sure whether I'll pass or not..better study soon. Heh !

Bye :D

(I know its short, but really, I have no more ideas)

Dara diri dara doo~

2010-02-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

Neh, Dad confiscated my keyboard yesterday morning.

And I got it back today, ehehe.

Must remember to thank Mum and Little Sister.

Ohemgee, I really miss him so much.

C, where are you? ):

Gomenasai.

2010-02-06T21:22:00.005+08:00

Gomenasai, I simply have to post this up (:

Quiz on my personality :

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real Me

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Done :D

I'm sho' glad that the quiz really knows the truth about my personality (:

(http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx)

Forever be with you.

2010-02-06T20:30:00.001+08:00

Today was freaking shocking.

I tell you why.

THERE WAS THIS GOONDOO CAT THAT POUNCED ON ME FROM THE UPPER STAIRCASE!

Let me recount on how that stupid feline acted.

I was late for religious class, so me and my brother rushed to class.

Immediately after I went in, I heard a loud bang and looked up.

Since I wasn't wearing lenses nor glasses, I only saw the gate being slammed open and some furry ball jumping off the staircase!

Since the door was so small and I was blocking it, the cat crashed into the wall beside me!

I wanted to laugh, but I was still scared, cause the cat was really a maniac!

It skidded to my left and rushed out of the door! I didn't see where my brother was, but I know that friggin' hairball scratched my feet and it's PAINFUL.

Stupid, blackish-grey gremlin.

Oh yeah, that stupid V also haven't replied my e-mails about my lenses!

Whatthefuck! Reply at least once lah! Knn ccb.

Getting into really bad mood.

Going to listen to Big Bang and read here and there.

Peace.
내가 당신을 위해 당신을 무시하고 기다리는 것보다 죽는 편이 낫겠다고 .

Come on everybody!

2010-02-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

Ohemgee, the 10th anniversary was freaking FUN.

who knew that Mrs Karen Tan can sing man??

Pro sia! Mrs Tan, instead of being a DM, join Singapore Idol or something :D

Oh god, did I mention how much I love this sexy woman?

She's 31 years old this year mind you!

The back-up dancers are also shaking it like there's no tomorrow!

Dayum! XD

Oh by the way, thanks to my cousin Shafiq for sending me back home after the concert despite you were with your 2 friends at Khatib/Yishun wherever.

Nothing much to update here really, unless you want to know my mum cooks a real mean lasagna >:D

My favourite After School member now, Nana! I love you Nana! ♥ .

Because Of You.

2010-02-02T20:26:00.002+08:00

I cried a lot because of you.
I laughed a lot because of you.
I believed in love because of you.
I've lost everything because of you.
I'm speechless, suffocating and lonely.
The world without you has me chewing out my heart;
Stomping on my dignity, torn apart my heart.
So why did you left me behind?
---
Freak, of all things I want to remember, he is still forever there.
Diyana, you don't deserve to have a Valentine's moment.
Just rot at home and eat chocolates.
(oh god I miss you so much. I heard you have another girlf. now? So I'm at the losing end huh. Why, why can't I forget you Charles? Why? Has it to do with first real love? Of all people, of all the bad things I've went, and I still love you. This is a sin I tell you, a horrible, horrible sin.)

Late-cums-Early Birthday Celebration.

2010-01-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

Okay, I have to definitely post about this before I go to sleep :D

Today, we went to Sakura! Celebrating my birthday and lil' sister together!

The food, unfortunately, is not quite to my liking.

Also got ps, I didn't know we weren't supposed to take pictures of food there.

I was taking my brother getting food though, aww fuck man ):

The worst thing also, my eye turned red, due to my cosmetic lenses ):

Visited a doctor, and its turning out well now, aha :D

SOOOOOOO anyway, back to my story (x

Me and brother just took pictures outside, its pretty nice out there, once've you get over the bees stuffs.

And oh, did I mention I ate raw sashimi? It's tasteless, but nice! :D

My ribeye hot plate! I only ate beef there, cause that seems to be the only real food I can consume(?).

Brother wants to show off luhhhh. My MOCHI STICK OKAYYYY!!!

I love my shades, ohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho~

Like, once more! :D

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And then we bused 903 to CP, guess what?

Went to courts first, cause need to hunt for a proper printer and a phone for me (being, a private line just for my room).

Then went down to Starhub, cause my brother kept on nagging my mum about the IPhone.

Went into the CD shop beside The Face Shop, just to browse through with lil' sister.

Haeundae quite okay looking, but not enough for me to buy it of my own accord. Kkekkekke~

Then, after that, we were talking about the queue number being so long (its like, we got 3088, and the number is 3052?? And that's only 2 receptionists at the counter! What about people who wants to change lines, ask new phones, etc. etc.??) when suddenly, we heard a woman shouting.

(Marianne, this is where the best part comes in)

The woman, is a receptionist at the Customer Service Centre.

Woman : My name is SHILA okay!? Shila! I work here as a temporary staff member, $6.50 an hour, and you still want a free red angpao! You know how long I work here?!?!

Man : Okay! Its just the ANGPAO (quietens down, I can't hear)....

Woman : (didn't listen) What do you care? Its hard enough for me to please everyone (blah blah blah, dad pulled us all from the scene)

There was a huge crowd looking at them. Personally, I think the customer is very unreasonable oh.

I mean come on, like what my brother said. The receptionist knows all the rules and abide to them, so when the customer ask for something unreasonable and out of stock like the free red angpaos, and then kick up a big hoo-hah all over it, it really sucks.

I feel bad for Shila.

Mum thinks the customer is the victim though, applying the customer is right rule.

Huh.

Anyway, I got grumpy after that, and wanted to buy an outfit for 10th Anniversary.

I was looking for a dress plus a blazer, just in case if I changed my mind.

Went to Metro, no good, so went to G2000 instead.

Heng got sale sia!

So me and my brother bought G2000 outfits! (more like me, cause he only bought blazer)

My one can choose skirt or pants, me and my mum thought pants looked nicer.

But Dad and brother said skirt looks nicer. (Lil' sis said both looked nice. -.-)

Brother said I looked like Ellen Degeneres if I wear pants, so people would think I'm a lesbian.

WTF.

So in the end, I bought the skirt.

Thanks Mummy & Daddy :D

Went to Charles & Keith next, pretty shoes! But so high and small pointy heels, no go ):

Bused back home next, and put on my outfit for my granny to see! :D

So here are me and my brother cam-whoring!

(Did I mention my lil' sis cried so much to get a $40 Tamagotchi, and out of despair, my Dad bought it for her??? WOAHHHHHHHH!)

Weeeezxczxc! :D

Brother looks eff-ing handsome, glad aren't ya I said it? BITTTTTTCH. HAHA :D

(I stil LY, don't worry, muacks. LOL)

Goofing around~

This suit makes me look like a lawyer doesn't it? I'm planning to either wear the skirt as part of the ensemble, or the blazer. Which ever is better.

Ohohohohoho~ Cheese-ems! :D

Okay? Yes? No? IDC! XD

Lastly. I'm eff-ing tired already. Huh!

So that's all for today.

Must go to sleep early, tomorrow wake up early meet Tasha to catch SHINee! Eeks!

(IDK why am I getting high over them, since I'm a Hottest instead, but since they're IDOLS, why not? XD)

Thought over once, and decided! NO TWICE!

2010-01-27T21:58:00.003+08:00

I don't know what came over me.

But must be the early Valentines Day Blues.

Was texting Panda just now about it.

So, here's my list of an ideal guy . Its' not stringent, and always changes, so whatever :3

And Michelle wanted to know so badly, so here it is. Hah.

Fashion Leader (Then we can take inspirations from each other!)
Tall (Not ridiculously tall, just, tall)
Bear with my Korean music obssession (its my life, so chill ~)
Goofy till it brings tear-inducing laughter (who wants to be with a boring guy for the rest of her life?)
Doesn't ever look at someone else apart from me (I'm possessive)
Adaptable to constant ever-changing attitudes/moods (Secret to a long relationship, I think)
Doesn't give a damn to a public opinion (Seriously important! I mean come on, who cares??)
Thoughtful (Not just to me, friends, family, everyone)
Great lover of FOOD! (I heart food!)
Age gap difference? Minimum 5 years apart please (:
And you know what? I don't care about the hairstyle, as long its not clean cut shaven :D

So that's all for my list! Pretty demanding huh?

Nah, just thought of it on the spot.

But those are the minimum criterias. Really.

Can't meet them, don't bother.
Oh and yeah, the reason why minimum 5 years?
I have this some kind of a weak spot for young adults, around 21-29 age range. (25 and above doesn't really counts as young adults do they? But whatever, I still like it!)
If you come asking me why I don't date guys around my age, I'll stick a teddy bear pencil into your forehead .
The age range that I prefer are confirmed to be mature, and stable (Panda thinks I'm an old geezer, but I think long way ahead :D).
So, why not take that confirmation as a guarantee, instead on betting your luck on how much that guy will be socially responsible?

Michelle : And now we wonder why you don't ever celebrate Valentines. Tfft.

Big Bang :D

2010-01-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

You know, no matter how much I think about it;

I think I'm a Hottest and a VIP.

Cause I love 2PM and 2AM for who they are.

I love Big Bang because of their individuality and music.

So ditto my love :D

Favourite member in Big Bang?

G-Dragon! I mean come on, look at his outrageous fashion!

Who can NOT love him???

He is the one where I get all my inspirations from man!

Say, like this?

Look at that jacket! Oh wow~ ~ ~

Despite whatever people may say about his hair, I think its horrifically cute, I mean come on, fashion leader!

God, I totally love CL's dress. Lady Gaga-like, sure, swimsuit inspiration from Poker Face anybody??

(Look at G-Dragon's jacket, oh god, give me one of those babies please. Oh and CL's glasses! ;3)

Oh well, I still love CL :D

And Lady Gaga :D

Again. Isn't he majorly cute??? Yongie-uhhhh~ ~ ~

That pink headband? Total winner. I seriously think guys should go out more like him. I will go out with that kind of guy, honestly.

Studs are still in aren't they? Shorts over pants? Never heard before, I'm not willing to risk it though;

My thighs are big enough as it is ._________.

Oh god, I love guys with this kind of hair. I seriously think they are cute, not gay nor a fag.

CUTE. CUTE. CUTE. CUTE. CUTE.

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Speaking of which, today at school I seriously gonna kill David Wong man.

He go took away my phone, and I tried to grab for it.

Turns out he was too tall (HE'S TALL!!!) and I had to step up onto the bench to grab it(failed as well).

Freak.

I won't forgive you for insulting my height!

Tch.

Stayed back in school up till 6:10pm.

Did A.Maths homework, went through a bit of Physics(?)

This year is 'O' levels, seriously cannot play anymore.

Must be serious!

Jjang Diyana! JJANG I TELL YOU!

Or else your future pink laptop will be gone if you don't get less than 10 points ):

Let's smile and say,'Its' all right -grins-' (:

2010-01-22T19:52:00.005+08:00

I am now fully aware of how long I had not posted.

Ugh! Can this get any worse???

I'm not leaving any posts of history that I may want to reflect on back in the future!

Okay. Reflection.

Yesterday (20/01/10) :

Successfully completed A.Maths!

But when it comes to E.Maths quiz, I'm totally dumbstruck.

Everyone was scribbling so furiously like hell, like pages and pages and pages.

And there I was, sitting down, staring, trying to think of something, but nothing came in, except the part where I somehow remembered my first kiss (and a loud squeal came from me and forced myself to forget everything, and it turns out literally) in the middle of the quiz.

Nah, just joking.

But seriously. I was suffering a blackout.

The only thing I remembered was,' How many more minutes till the quiz ends? 15 more minutes?!?! What is this! Stupid watch! Die watch dieeeeeeeee! Oh wait, it stopped '.

Thus my ultimatum was to ask Mrs Lee whether could I have a retest.

And she said noooooooooooooooooooooooo!

I think, I started crying from that point on. I mean, it breaks your heart to know that you completely failed a chapter 1 of your E.Maths.

Mrs Lee tried to comfort me I guess by smiling kindly (I think thats what she thinks), but I was thinking, 'WHY ARE YOU SMILING WHEN I'M CRYING?'.

But she said quiz takes a very very very very little percentage of our term 1, and I still have a chance to get an A1.

And my heart pumped again.

I think I cried a bit more, from relief. Either that or to make sure the floodgates are closed.

Its embarassing now that I think of it, crying in front of Mrs Lee as well in front of friends.

Diyana, Diyana, you never learn do you? -shakes head-

Okay, enough of yesterday. Fast forward!

Today (21/01/10) :

It was raining so heavily! From the time lesson started till recess began.

I was like thinking, am I early? Why is the sky so dark?

And I checked the clock and turns out I'm running late -.-"

Social Studies was okay, but due to the rain and coldness (plus droning) didn't really helped in my concentration, but I pulled through (with yawning extremely wide and tears of boredom).

Chemistry was much better, cause Ms Leong speaks tough, and that's one person you don't want to mess around with |:

CCD period was pretty much okay, thought we were doing group work instead though.

Wrote plenty of nonsense for answers (but it still answered the questions! Its just that I wrote informal ~ ~) .

Homed with Jean later.

Thanks Jean for accompanying me for quite a long time, even though your mum may scold you for it (:

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So that's enough with writing down in history for today!

I know, this is gonna be a very very very very very very long post, just the way I like it!

To make up for the lost time silly! \ (>♡<) /

So, what have I been really engrossed in all this time? All the time at the computer?

Well, its this! (Tension people!)
-that porn picture has nothing to do with me, im gonna kill that person.For one thing, i don't like it, accidentely watched thanks to a stupid friend, and its the worst thing I can imagine. so screw you for changing the picture. Where's the harajuku guy?!?!?!-

And it's not just the hair style, its the hair COLOUR!

Do you know how long I've been dying to have blonde hair???

(Speaking of which, the white lens is seriously cool)

Hell, I want it to be as blonde as this. The above picture is orange-blonde.

I want BLONDE-BLONDE!

Woo! Ruki! ♥!

(and please don't stretch your earlobe, its really awful T-T)

So now you know! My undying quest to have blonde hair!

Wait till 'O' Levels are over, I'll be breaking every rule they've got!

Just kidding! I'll just breaking the 'No dyeing of hair' rule \ (^_~) /

By then, my hair would probably have grown long till I can tie it up already.

Won't it look nice? (dazed)

Anyway. I hope the scar on my chest will just disappear already.

Its so horrible, and of all things, in an obvious place.

Dammit!

(6:49PM)

Ooh! After School just performed Because Of You remix live! Uwahhhhh, nice nice nice!

Hwaiting After School!

Oh, and since I'm feeling so very tired now, I shall stop here for today.

HOWEVER.

I wanna upload some pictures that I find extremely illuminating (glints) \ (+-+) /

(Haha I like the guy in the pink outfit. He's wearing a SKIRT! How cute is that?!?! XD)

(And this is a famous korean guy cross-dressing, whatthehell. SO COOL!)

(Ditto. Looks like Park Bom from 2NE1 doesn't he?)

(And this is a female cross-dresser. The 'guy' on the right. Says she's a Taiwanese lesbian 'net star'. Woah!)

(Ohemgee. Kawaii alert!)

The End. :D

Sick ):

2010-01-11T14:37:00.000+08:00

Okay, thats it . I'm officially sick with a temperature of 39.6 at the last taking.

Sister was more worse though, she had 40.5.

Sent her to KK, only to be told she wasn't feverish enough to qualify a room in the hospital -.-"

I'm craving for mee soto right now, but granny ain't making any for me ):
Mostly I've been updating my Facebook (pictures wise).

Oh, and I completed the English assignment Mr Edward gave us.

Had to spent hours thinking about the word Greed. Huh.

Shinee will be coming to Singapore just to sing only 2 songs. What the hell?!?!

And pay $75 just for that? (Okay, they've got Mario and someone else, but what the hell?!?!)

I rather go visit them at the airport with my cousin |:

Or, I can always go and save my money till some really hot guys arrive, say I don't know, maybe..

2PM?!?!

Oh god, I totally miss Jay.

I know he'll be returning this year! I know he will! (:

First day of school ):

2010-01-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

Okay, going to dye hair soon, so must type fast O:

First day of school oh! Mr Edward did a spot check on our class, and I escaped with my dyed hair!

Sure, there are murmurings from some certain 2 people in 4 Respect behind me, but who cares ? :D

I managed to escape! Wahahahaha.

Damn, aren't I effin' great?

I think Miss Neo might wonder about my hair though :P

She was staring at it too long for it to be called a 'glance'.

But she brushed it off. Heh.

Something to celebrate about, being in Band 1 of Physics class :D

Constance was fun too, ohohohohohohoho~

Only our private little joke XD

Was also too super hyper in class today, Cristie and Marianne can testify to that!

And the sound I made when Mr Tan came in was involuntary! Really! Trust me ):

Oh well, going to dye hair soon, so must off the computer, wahahaha.

Then copy referencing Dewi's homework (I'm not too proud of that though, but its time for desperate measures)

So bye :D

(Oh, and I think our life with the new VP in our school is gonna turn GREAT :D)

I didn't realized how much I missed THAT touch

2009-12-20T21:23:00.001+08:00

Just gonna upload a few pictures, mainly while I was on a family outing.

Oh, and I hit my head while skating at ECP.

Gonna go X-Ray tomorrow at Polyclinic;

Thats it, head is currently among the clouds, so bye :P

Hehe, remind me to trim my hair and dye it black(perhaps?) >:D

Irresistable.

2009-12-14T17:04:00.000+08:00

Oh god, was just surfing through my folders when I saw these pictures.

Super uber cute! Nehhhhh! :D:D:D:D:D

Go GAGA.

Jo Kwon and Jay! AHHHHH! MEGA CUTE-NESS ALERT!

JAY! YOU LOOK SO FRIGGIN' HANDSOME! WAHHHH!

:P

2009-12-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

Pretty, sexy, what else can this diva simply can't do?

Hehe. Wailing, I know how much you like that Kim Bum guy from BOF, but I simply cannot resist putting this picture up for you! I'm so evil, oh gosh.

The Body World!

2009-12-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yay! Went out with Vivian today to The Body World!

Bought tickets, thank god Vivian said its children.

I didn't heard it well, and said 'Yea-?...yeahh...'.

His eyebrows totally curved upwards and scoffed(the nearest word to explain his actions)!

He asked our age, and I replied 15.

He asked for confirmation and Vivian took out her EZ-Link.

Mine IC okay! (MUAHAHAHAHAHA! XD)

So in the end...the trip...

Was super fun!

But creepy at the same time .________.

I don't like the part where the woman had her ribcage partially opened.

Thats' like my biggest nightmare, having my ribcage crack, forced open or whatsoever.

Then at the very end of The Body World, there's a book signing.

Vivian saw Sheryl's support of Jay Park, so I did that too!

I wrote a lengthy message to support 2PM, the Hottest time of the Day! XD

Went to I-Space, so cool!

I love the lift, but Vivian is terrified of it :P

Heh, I like this picture, it was in a hallway.

Totally reminded me of Son Dambi - Saturday Night .

So I took a pose! Hah! :D

Okay, now I've seen it, my legs look stubby, dammit.

But oh well! Son Dambi! Toyoil Bamae! xD

Its really cool, that place!

First level of the I-Space exhibit :

(Heh, now I think about it, I really looked mature, MUAHAHAHA!)

Then went to the Virus exhibit, at Vivian's insistence.

The so-called disinfection when you walk through the passage totally startled my heart man!

I went running like a monkey on belachan!

(for your information the disinfection is similar to disinfect bio-hazard matters)

Oh and lookie at this big dinosaur!

5 metres tall!

Heh, its called, a 'piroutte', ma peoplez!

After that, ate at IMM.

Mee Rebus for Vivian, Roti Prata for me.

Missed Indian food ):

Shopped at Daiso (I seriously went berserk there) and window shopping the rest.

Managed to plead(conned?) Vivian to accompany me to Bossini to collect my jeans, then I followed Vivian to buy takoyaki and sugar cane juice!

Took 925 together, and separated (:

Heh~

Shall end off with this picture, its 10:15pm, and I don't want my dad to nag.

See! My face doesn't look like gorilla at ALL!

So there's no relation, woohoo!

Okay! Updat-ion! XD

2009-12-08T18:13:00.001+08:00

Okay, sorry for the lack of updates.

Reason being I'm too lazy :P

Anyway, the latest changes in my life, I started to play MS Private Server .

EtherMS , reborn too many times till I'm bored.

More like dolling my character up as well, heh, I look pretty okay? :D

Anyways, I want to share a few things.

Look carefully at the SS (screenshots) okay? :D

(click to enlarge)

Rain from Singapore, is my letter!

See, they actually post my e-mail/letter up there!

Its really my true honest feelings okay!

Okay, see this other SS!

(click to enlarge)

What can you see? Jaebum being the #1 at TT in Twitter!

Hah! Within 38 minutes we managed to make him top!

Beat that, suckers! xP

-Change of Topic-

Anyway, being which I changed my lifestyle;

I'm going swimming once a week now, I need to tone my arms.

Oh yeah, today went shopping with Mummy and Lil' Sis.

Mummy bought me platform shoes! How lucky can I get?!?! XD

I've been dying to have one! They're freakin' cool y'know?!?!

Mum also bought me a pair of black jeans, Bossini having a sale right now.

I always thought they sell crappy items, but this pair of jeans, totally blew my mind away.

True Religion, move over to this cheap pair of jeans, that totally made my figure svelte!

(That's saying something y'know, seriously)

Anyway, I'm really sorry for not updating, so these are some few pictures I took while I was busy going out, heh.

Look at me, I'm swimming! :D

Orangina! I missed this drink! (((((:

The half-eaten chicken wing, is MINE!

Oh god, I LOVE FOOD!

Again, with a close-up! Gosh, FOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

Lil' Sis used the vials from my coloured contact lens and used watercolour pencils to pigment the water, before putting them in the freezer.

Gosh, why is this so in-depth? (shakes head) >3<

So thats' all, and my tummy really grumbles after seeing those pictures (drools).

Bye! :D

My 15th Birthday! :D

2009-11-18T18:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, first off, I want to thank Dewi, Jean, Lenice, Marianne, Justin, Deng Ji, Vivian, Jiajun, Granny, Mummy, Daddy, Lil' Sister, Zoe, Suhaimi, Nevin for wishing me Happy Birthday!

So, where's my present? >:3
Hahs, so many birthday wishes!
I'm so happy (tears of joy) .
:D
Edit (10:04pm)
Thanks to Shao Qiang & Emily (I don't know her personally though, sorry!) for wishing me Happy Birthday as well!
;)

The best day of my life so far (:

2009-11-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

Okay, first off, I wanna thank Dewi and Jun Qi who gave me my birthday presents (:
They were really nice, really! :D

Then I went out with Jiajun to Lot 1, ate at Sakae Sushi and had fun, hehe.

Shy uh to show his face. Yeah right -.-"

Must take all the best foods for the buffet!

Act cute one.

First time in my life that I had seen Chawanmushi. And I think it taste horrible.

Eating our 'inedible' foods. I honestly think the food is not suited for my stomach.

The complimentary dishes. If I can't finish them, will I get fined? ):

Just eat and don't care.

You know, the funny part was when we both can't finish the food (squishy ones) we hide them underneath the stack of plates! It was only tofu, so yeah (;

I love this one the best!

Sorry, just remembered to take picture.

Sea Salt & Caramel! Yummy! :D

That's all for today, excluding the BBQ.

Had so much fun exchanging ghost stories.

So much bonding time together haha :D

H Y P E R - N E S S !

2009-11-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me why yesterday during Social Studies I was so hyper.

It must be due to the position where I'm sitting then.

Not to mention Dad called me during in the middle of the lesson and I had to pick it up -.-"

Not much to type about today nor the previous days, except that my sister just scratch my face near the eye area.

And it hurts and throbbing like hell. ._.

Just upload some pictures and its done -winks- (;

Watching Music Bank! BEAST - Bad Girl performance! WAHAHAHA! >:D

During Pure Physics bridging programme. Last Thursday, and I was so hyper with Constanceeeeeee.

I just adore the plaits ♥ ~

I kept on thinking how cute these cubes were, and I totally want the 06! Cause its the hardest wax there is, and I don't like soft bouncy curls for my hair -.-"

Yam & Mango ice-cream! First ice-cream in 4 months!

I rarely eat ice-creams y'know ._________.

Marianne and her pouting face.

Don't believe what you see.

She's just in a hibernation mode. Currently.

Got a picture of Ms Wong! Haha! :D

She fails in her attempt to cover with pieces of paper.

Watching Home Alone as part of CCD period! ♥ ~

You know, taking care of my Tragus piercing is very troublesome.

I just poke my stud in the wrong area and out comes the blood.

Honestly -___________________________________-

Fool .

2009-11-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

I rarely cuss this year didn't I?

Sorry, but damn you for turning back on your promises.

You think you can just keep me holding on to your some bloody rope, waiting in anticipation of what is going to come?

I had it;

_|_

F.U.C.K Y.O.U B.I.T.C.H

Seriously depressing.

2009-11-03T15:08:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I don't why I feel like this.

Wait, I think I know.

I'm seriously pissed off with 2 people.

If they can't change their manners or at least learn some basic human courtesy, well.

My prayers to say to them is,'Go to hell'. (holds up the median of 5 fingers)

Well, now that has sort of cooled off over, hehe (:<

Nothing much to type about really, except the face I sorta dragged Cristy to Cold Storage to accompany me buy bread for my parents, and suddenly we both had the urge to buy donuts!

Yes! Donuts!

Yummy!

A close-up of the donuts that I personally picked! I love Cinammon and Oreo! :D

Just to make sure you guys were salivating (:<

You know, I think I better stop using ear sticks for my Tragus piercing.

It keeps on hiding inside my ear! Literally!

Then god knows where it gone till I had to shake it out and replace it with a new one, I mean honestly, would you reuse THAT earstick?? Huh? Well? Huhhhh???????

Its bleeding right now, cause I ripped the stick out of my ear piercing ):<

Anyway, as I had made a point(IDEALS!) to myself to take photos whenever I'm surrounded by friends and armed with my T707 pink phone.

So here we go! (Not much though -.-")

This is Amirah. She claims her fame to being a nerd with her spectacles on.

This is Marianne, she loves to hide behind pieces of paper. Too bad it wasn't a newspaper, otherwise I would've find a picture of Mao.

The forgotten starlet, Cristie! Don't ask me why, but she reminds me of a cute turtle :D

The people who are waiting to get inside the spectrum.

Ooh did I spot Cherise & Constance? :3

That's all for today's tabloid(MUAHAHAHA).

As much I'd love to continue, storm is on its way, and my ear is hurting like hell.

Really bleeding. ):<

A Total Makeover .

2009-11-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

Just came back from shopping at Metro hehe~

Yeaps, all by myself. -.-"

Anyways, if some of my loyal 'followers' had read my tweets, you would've known my hair is now auburn :D

Today I also wore my Blue Nudy Quarter lenses for the first time.

Hell, its' freaking painful now!

And its kinda blur while I'm looking at things.

Maybe I didn't rinse it properly enough, but still, I'm not gonna buy GEO anymore.

I'm buying Hyper Lenses 15.5mm!

HAHA! Beat that! (My own contacts is 14.0mm, larger than an average person. So imagine~)

Anyways, I took some photos of me before dyeing my hair, after I dyed my hair, and when I went out with my blue lenses!

Hees.

Before dyeing my hair.

After dyeing my hair.

Just an extra :P

Today before I went out to go shopping!

Lookie! Blue lenses!!!

Lil sis is seriously an extra :P

Oh yeah! Before I forgot, lemme post the pictures that I took on the 'last' day of school heehee~

Isn't Cherise pretty? Haha! >:D

See how full it is! Damn you Lower-Secondary people for taking our coveted time slot for Recess!

Someone seriously need to point out(SHOW!) where they currently stand. Honestly.

Farhana is thinking about 'someone', HOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!

Syahiirah smile like Cheshire cat man..Sharifah..she says 'Boo'.

Marianne. & her Red Wallet. Red Wallet goes, 'MOO'.

Marianne is declared the status BOREDOM.

Now, what do we learn today? Marianne has fingers which can overtake the size of her face.

Its not the fingers fault, its just that Marianne has a pixie face >:D

The two devils who somehow managed to splash SOAPY water on me!

Marianne comes up tops AGAIN. She managed to get the soapy water in my MOUTH!

WHAT THE HELL! LEMONADE PLEASEEEEEE!

I honestly haven't seen a bus interior like this before.

So thats all for updating haha :P

I seriously hope no one will catch my dyed hair tomorrow.

It looks really red under the glaring sunlight just now.

I don't want to be faced by Mrs Tan! Yikes! )))))))):

Ouch, pain )':

2009-10-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

I finally done it!

I pierced my Tragus today!

At the left ear (;

It's a bit itchy now, but just now I was feeling dizzy and having a headache -woozy-

Oh well, thanks to Dewi for accompanying me :D

Although she tried to discourage me from piercing even though when she has one of the piercing herself -.-"

Nothing much happened today, really, except I fell asleep while sleeping and smacked Alex for drawing on my elbow and Jared trying to draw on my face.

Oh, and the pictures I took today at the bus stop!

I'm such a paparazzi >:D

Seriously! JH,V and C all turned their backs on me!

See I so good, didn't even mention your names AT ALL!

& still dare to unfollow me at Twitter? xD

Haha, funny lah, love 3 Achieve~

(P.S: Dewi's face is looming at me..LOOMING!AHH!HELP!-gasp!-)

>:3

:D Released at 12.15pm today!

2009-10-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

Okay! Since Gorilla is very hyper today, what shall I start off with..mm..

Right! Lemme show the cold-heartedness of Nisa! -cries one corner-

How could she, go off with her Red Cross cadets, and leave me, all alone, at that Parade Square?

How could she, not even saying a goodbye, could just turn and walk onwards, without not even a glance at me?

Alrights, I know. It ain't her fault. So it's okay Nisa, I forgive you (:<

More like I irritate her anyway.

Who said that she nearly got angry with me but I always apologized at the end, so it turns okay?

Hehe, I know my manners after all (;

Today's school periods were pretty boring.

Had 2 A Maths periods. Since the majority of 3 Achieve had to go off somewhere, its pretty much for Mrs Lee to tell us to shift forward.

I was called out twice(thrice?) to answer the questions.

In the end, I found out the perfect way to dodge the questions -winks (;<-

Mrs Lee, LOVES to catch me and probe me questions whenever I'm day dreaming or making up some mini-movie in my mind.

To save my butt from a possible whipping from my parents if Mrs Lee called them, I devised a plan!

-laughs evilly-

I would just let my eyes follow wherever she wrote and since she always checks our faces, I would look at her back if she crossed mine.

But in the mind..-HEES!-

I'm having a mini-movie on of my own!

Say, a possible romance between me (lead character) & Yzak?

EHEHEHEHEHE!

I wish -.-"

After that was Mother Tongue.

Managed to take pictures there.

Pook Mdm Juliana, she wanted to show us a movie of 17 Again but sadly, her laptop was being a stubborn ass.

So we couldn't watch, and her 1 hour plus effort went futile ):

Eventually, me and Amirah went to sleep.

I didn't really sleep, but guess who did?? -rolls eyes-

-jengjengjeng!-

Amirah!

Oh well, might as well I upload some pictures I took (;

Heeeeex. Air-con and fans were on full blast.

Ain't that great? :D

Recess! A great thanks to Lenice who adopted me when I'd no friends to eat with!

Hehe~

Principle of Accounts..-groans-

Can practically sleep there.

Mr Chua always has the same haircut! Can't you change Mr Chua???

Its' freakin' horrendous!

Other than that, bought some sour plums for my mum who has been craving for it yesterday.

Turns out they're salty instead _|_ .

Damn you china people who labelled it as sour but turns out salty.

So that's the end of today (;

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEX.

Gosh~

2009-10-25T12:21:00.002+08:00

I must say, this revamped blog is much better than what I expected.

Oh, since I'm feeling in a typing mood today,

this gorilla is planning to tell the secret behind my url (;

NOT!

Is more of the Thomas Edison kind of inspirations y'know?

Anyways, I really owe you guys a lot of pictures.

So, here they are! All the pictures of my previous actions(karena!).

Okay, so these pictures are the only ones that I find worth uploading.

The rest mm, not really much to admire about, hehe~

Oh, and since gorilla has so much time on her hands, I'll write on how this nick is stuck on me.

Imagine me, drinking water.

And then, suddenly, I CHOKED!

-gasps!-

I had to hit my chest to make the water flow, when the all supreme evil named Marianne caught me!

And point at me and hence forth proclaimed,'GORILLA!'.

Geez, such a nice sympathy man -.-"

So thats' how it all came about.

Oh yeah, speaking of which;

I cut my hair.

-jengjengjeng!-

No, its still the same length. Just cutting away the split ends and making my hair thinner.

Cause its freakin' hot, and I precisely asked the aunty to thin my fringe(YES!) and the back.

So much better now (;

Although I do look tomboyish, but I bought mousse-

(FROM THE SALON, NOT SOME CHEAPSKATE BRAND)

thus, I feel so much safe to wear it to school.

Unless I'm too lazy X:

Speaking of which, school doesn't allow to wear wax or anything right?

Heng never bought the moving rubber by Gatsby.

Even though its for males, I really want that desired effect of spiky yet soft look.

Like this :

Okay so its a guy hairstyle, but I think it'll look great on me right?

-fingers crossed-

Otherwise, I don't know how to face you guys in school tomorrow.

Cause my hairstyle now is similar to that, except more feminine.

Oh well.

Oh yeah, I want to say something.

Dear Vivian,Marianne,Jiingharn.

I am NOT a twitter spammer (No matter how much I'd love that title).

I don't tweet a lot, its just you guys tweet slow.

However, I can't tweet as much I'd want now, cause of this stupid internet connection/twitter page.

Can anyone please recommend a twitter widget/gadget for Windows Vista?

Otherwise, I'll spam the very next chance I get >:3

AND DON'T UNFOLLOW ME I TELL YOU!

Cause, it will be a disgrace to not follow me XD

Gosh, seriously I'm so evil.

But when you compare me to Marianne, she dominate Evil. Hands down.

:D I've moved wahaha.

2009-08-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

Okay I don't know will I be moving there permanently or not, but, once Blogger gets well again(bring it to a doctor), probably I'll be re-using this blog.
But as of the moment, leave your comments or whatever, at my new blog! :D
Click-ems! :D

Teach me how to be strong.

2009-08-08T23:17:00.007+08:00

Honestly, I had enough of all this.
Lets just, sit back, relax, and let fate take its course.
I'm tired of waiting for him to realise it.
Furthermore, I'm afraid if we became a couple, we cannot enjoy as friends that we are having now.
So, let God make his own decision, providing me with the strength to continue.
For He will only know my true feelings on how I really felt about him.
They're confusing;
Like a spectrum of different sayings, and one being the truth.

You told me you liked my face that way.
Pinching my cheeks, squeezing my cheeks, saying you want to nibble my cheeks.
Are those friendly gestures, or simply a part of my obscured mind?
But perhaps, I have pushed it too far.
I think you aren't okay with it.
I think, I should just stop talking to you.
Stop smsing you.
Stop joking with you.
Stop pranking others with you.
Stop sharing gossips with you.
Stop everything, with you.
And treat a bruised heart, but never could I mend a torn one.
For I don't want to cry in my later life.
I just hope, that its not too late, to make this decision.
For I had fallen deep into your abyss.
I loved you.

Thanks a bunch of chocolates.

2009-08-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

Thanks Alex,Cody,Wailing for being there for me.
Especially Wailing, for I would've fainted in the toilet.
(Speaking of which, I vomited so much that I was afraid the toilet water will splash on me. Can anyone say EWW?!?!)
Ok, for those who are ITCHING to know what happened, here it is.
I was not feeling well, and my cough was going from bad to worse.
So I took the cough mixture the Polyclinic gave me. It cleared up.
Until then.
Mrs Lee asked whose medicine was that and I told her it was mine. She asked me whether I'm sick and I said,'Yes.Mild fever'.
No big deal right? Yeaps.
Social Studies came, and then... POWWWW!
My head went spinning and black static vision kept on blurring me. I felt like vomiting but I resisted.
In the end the headache kept on pounding so bad I started to cry (This was when Cody told Alex, Jared & Wailing they all that I was crying).
I think Alex must be feeling guilty (YES YOU SHOULD BE).
Jared told me not to cry, but its freaking painful!
You know, when you found your supposedly Kinder Egg has no present inside and you wasted $1.60 for nothing as you-don't-eat-the-chocolate-and-you-wanted-the-toy-only-but-when-you-decided-you-wanted-to-eat-the-chocolate-your-little-sister-went-and-ate-it kind of thing.
Finally it subsidised a bit, and I managed to stop crying (brave me ~).
20 minutes passed, (its now 8:20pm) when suddenly the giddiness went back. This time plus numb-ness.
So had to ask Wailing could she accompany me to the toilet. And so we went ( I was more banging into the walls cause I lost my sense of directions).
Reached there, went to the toilet cubicle(by myself), and puked out. Nearly fell into the bowl till I punched/banged the wall on both sides \:
Finally went out and washed my face repeatedly with cold water (so refreshing ~ ~ ~).
Wailing asked me whether I was okay(I guess she got worried whether I was self-mutilating my knuckles).
No, I was not, I replied.
Next thing I knew she was grabbing me out of there and supporting me till we went back to class.
At first, I was apprehensive.
I mean, there are so many people there. What if I made a fool out of myself in my numb-ness?
Like, banging into things, slipping even though there's our faithful friction, etc etc.
But Wailing just pushed me in there while holding my hand.
So I thought,'What the hell. Just go back to your seat'.
Without a care in the world, I walked back (the class lost 7 people already, so it seems lesser. Why not? :D).
Ok so I walked more like a drunkard.
I only know that my legs weren't walking like a normal person, and I made near falls.
Even though (courtesy to Nisa)everyone was staring at me, I didn't care.
When I reached my area, I was like, oh crap, I have to get over this chair (which happened to be Wailing's).
So I raised my leg up high-high, then put it down.
The most embarrassing part I could remember. Yes, that was it.
Then I saw, and thought,'Ooh, my chair'. (I think Jared was staring at me. I can't remember. Oh well.)
And with great delight, I plopped myself on that chair.
I didn't care about my skirt, I didn't care about feminine ways. Just sit down and get rid of the giddiness.
(I only remembered that throughout, my eyes were opened WIDE).
Heard Ms Wong's saying about packing my things, so I did.
Alex already started to help carrying my things (He kept on offering to send me to sickbay).
Then heard Ms Wong telling Wailing to accompany me also to support me(?).
Heard the class calling/shrieking/cat-calling(?) out Alex's name. I don't know for what. (Till Cody,Nisa,Jean & Wailing told me it looked like what a couple would only do -.-").
Sent me to sickbay, and stayed there for more than 2 hours. Mum wouldn't allow me to go home.
I felt better though, so spent recess with Fatin and went back up to class.
Since I got sweets,Jared kept on talking about Ryan Higa..I felt better.
But when I got back home, the dizzy spell hit me again.
Had to eat 5 Panadol Extra capsules.
A bit better, and Alex smsed me whether I recovered or not.
He told me he was scared cause I looked that I might faint at any moment during class.
So he did care for me. WAHAHAHAHA.
I knew it.
Thanks for carrying my bag though, thanks (:
So thats all. Tired. And I think my dizziness coming back again. So...
Goodnight everyone (:

):

2009-08-02T15:46:00.004+08:00

Look at this! This blogger must have a problem with me! I swear to god! I still can't upload pictures! What-the-hell!
(stabs at it 3-pronged fork)
Anyways, I predict that today and yesterday will/was be boring.
I can see into the past that I was smsing Suhaimi about my unlucky situation in which I couldn't grab the sale at Metro.
And I had religious class.
And my Jawi failed.
Sad much? ):
And for today as well, I have completed only E-Maths homework so far.
And even then its half-way.
Boo-hoo.
And I still haven't ate from morning.

Seems my diet plan is still going pretty well (;

Oh, and I just scoped out DNT's dancing.

Woah, their krumping is definitely worthy to follow!~

Joon Yong-ah ~ ~ ~ ~

오 마이 갓 ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

(and if in case you're wondering, he's the guy with dyed orange hair)

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Have anyone ever thought of stealing other people's boyfriends?
Bitchy, I know. Idiotic fuckhead. Yes.
But thats what I'm exactly tempted to do right now.
No worries, the girl is not from this school. The guy is.
Sadly, I don't wanna be a hypocrite.
Cause I care for him.

Yay! Blogger is back again!

2009-08-01T13:58:00.000+08:00

Yay! Blogger is back! So darn happy! They updated it, but who cares??

IMMA HAPPY GIRL!

Today's a Saturday, so I can slack all the way~

I still had yet to buy my Hari Raya shoes ):

I want wedges~

No heels, its like the entire Singapore wear heels.

Please, I want WEDGES!!!!~~~

No Marianne, its not potato wedges.

Anyways, time for photos! I promised you guys I'll upload them right? [;<

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Back. I'm too lazy to resize them all.

The image button in Blogger won't appear.

Fuck you still, Blogger.

Later.

When I find out these bitching problem is.

Time flew by so fast .

2009-07-29T19:12:00.002+08:00

Okay, let me let off steam first.
Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in, breathe out.
I won't say who caused it, but I'm getting pissed off that he didn't think that I'm important to him.
Pfft.
Well, lets say what I'm happy about today :D
-I managed to take my revenge on Farah back! (One for one! Who asked you to smack my butt!)
-Alex is more fun today :D
-Jared returned my plastic ruler, and took my metal ruler -.-"
-Passing my POA test part 2! (But I failed my part 1 miserably ._.)
-Doing all my Chemistry Chemical Analysis questions for today's test :D (and knowing them too ;D)
-Stretched what left of my pocket-money today :D (and I didn't went hungry!)
-Mum finally bought me Lulur Mandi! I took the Papaya, mum took Citra ;3
Yeaps, and Jared cried today ):
I think he was practising for the Oscars or something, but he looked happy while he was crying.
I couldn't took it anymore, and asked Mrs Lee why was Jared crying. Partly to expose his acting skills teehees.
Mrs Lee asked him why, and he said that he was moved to tears by the Trigo Equation question. Bbyeong-kekeke~
Farhana went home, so half-day school for her. Aww ):
Get well soon, girlf!
Oh, and remind me to buy presents for my two loves, Marianne & Syahiirah.
Marianne : 11th August (She wrote it down on my planner wakekekeke~)
Syahiirah : 26th August (I pestered her for her birthday >;P)
Won't tell both yet, but I'll get the presents for them both on the same day! Wahahahahaha.
Oh, and I have yet to finish my homework right now ):
Mrs Lee is already scolding me for leaving some of my questions undone.
But I really don't know!
Better than copying right Mrs Lee? ):
For Marianne and Syahiirah's birthday presents, the clue is : Its'....
Edible .
Hah! Didn't expect that coming did you! I rock! You pebble! Alex boulder!
Woots! I miss Nisa already .
Too bad got that Aidil stealing her away from me .
Boos man. BOOS .
Treat her more properly lah! Don't make her cry; and you will finally deserve my respect (:
Okay lah, stupid blogger won't still allow me to upload pictures. Oh wells.
Byes ;D

Yes! T707 is finally MINE!!!!!

2009-07-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

Haha! Woots! I just got the new latest phone! Be jealous people! BE JEALOUS! I COMMAND YOU TO BE JEALOUS!!!!
Lenice, you are the greatest :D
Anyways, today school is great I guess(?) [:
1st period was Social Studies, for the first time I didn't feel like sleeping at all! I actually paid attention! Great! Shows I can be hardworking when I want to >:D
2nd & 3rd period was Pure Chemistry, boring, but apparently, time just flew past by. Went through 2 papers as well 5 year series. Didn't sleep, I'm good girl okay (;
(Alex begs to differ -.-")
4th period : PE .
Translation : Death to Diyana .
Its Standing Broad Jump! I can never jump properly, thanks to one of my legs stronger than the other. So one leg go first than the other.
And .
I failed Standing Broad Jump .
Then it was Pull-Ups! I'm so happy okays! I passed! I got 15! A bit more(2 more actually) I could have gotten an 'A' .
But never mind, as long I can get a PASS, I'm so happy! :D
5th period : Recess. Ditto what I ate. Mee Goreng, just to those unobservant people.
6th Period : English. Ms Lynn See never came! Freaking happy! Chatted with Alex all the way. So funny, talked about my brother and his brother. Heeheex. But starting Maths lesson I got into a fight with Jared. Damn pissed off with him. Kept on teasing this, teasing that. Sensitive nachos!
7th period : A Math. Jared apologized. Apology accepted. Topic changed to what we were arguing about. But with utmost politeness of course [:
8th period : Literature Elective. Really bored to death. Went through poetry. Oh Mr Edward oh Mr Edward, why can't you improve your communication and engagement with class?? But its OKAY, the topics you speak about are interesting :D
Since we were going through poetry, I created my own poetry. Don't know where it went. Once I find it, I'll post it up here. From real-life experience okay?! Except, I didn't experience it, my friend did.
Okay, aquaintance =.="
9th period : Home Period! Spot-Check! Nails are LONG for me, but short for teachers. Huh. Hair is also okay, so no worries about cutting it.
(Alex said its short already |:)
Mr Sam Soo showed us funny slides, yet solemn ones too.
Okay lah thats all, mum want to use the computer.
And have to return $37 .
Sigh. Never mind.
(L) YOU MA!

Gangsters call other people hongsters when they are themselves.

2009-07-25T15:34:00.009+08:00

Let me tell you something about these dumb gangsters.
They are criticizing themselves .
Complain about china people, complain that they steal money (blah blah blah).
Gangs originated from China. Secret societies. Heard of it before? Read to improve your general knowledge?
Nope. I think you didn't. Hah. Bastards.
Want to show off your prowess on not scared beating up other people(especially a male, and you're being a female) and dare them to fight you is like totally useless.
Ok so I admit that I joined one, but Charles(the only thing I'm grateful to him for) tell me to go and leave rights.
Let me tell you something.
Ah Lians are the most fucking wholesome sluttish dickheads.
Lets work from the outside to the inside.

Make-Up : So similar till I thought there are 89742123x of you. Try to learn from the professional make-up artist please. No blotches please, spare me the grievances. So proud till you can't have the initiative to ask for tips from a person who does make-up wonderfully? Then not enough must tattoo here there even down there also want to tattoo. Prove what? That you can tahan the pain? Grow up please, please grow up.

Clothes : I have no prejudices against these, but its glamorised by your kinds till I grew sick of it. Tube tops and shorts are okay. But NOT when you are showing your waggling ass cheeks to the whole world and the top so short that it's no more than a piece of rag. Not enough money to buy extra cloth to cover the important parts is it? Its so flat anyway why want to show so revealing? Complain that the weather so hot must wear all these short-short things, might as well go naked since there's global warming due to all the pollution. Then people ask why say its the latest fashion. Its the in trend. Be a nudist, the wonders of the human body.
Bullshit.

Shoes : Its always the same. Flip Flops, Flip Flops & Flip Flops! Please lah, buy at least with decoration can or not? No fashion sense arhs you. Then when buy heels you totter about like on stilts, so afraid to walk fast. Even Ah Ma can move faster okay. Haha, typical.

Enough of the outside. Lets work to the inside now.

Mindset : So racist pigs cans? Kept on talking about other races and discriminating them. Then always hang out with your own race. I bet when you do group work also don't want to talk to the other malays/indians/chinese. Always talk to your own race. Not bored is it? Then want to act like foreign like Japanese or Korean but you yourself kept on talking like,'Aiy0h!Ii wan tu buy dhis itm l0rhs,bt so ex lah canns?Steal m0ney onli =X' . Don't you know whats the meaning of proper English? Go back to primary school lah. Join P1 class.

Their Charitability : My ass is more charitable, straight to the point. They think its a good deed if they treat other people to makan and treat them kindly. That gesture is simply human. Won't you treat that to your friends? I treat mine the same okay. If things not going your way then what? Beat someone else up? Steal money from your parents? Then claim its your money and blow it on some pig shit things. Great way to spend your money. How charitable. And not a cent went into a donation can for the needy.
Hairy assholes.

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Threatening me by saying 'humji' and 'spar' makes you look a lousy piece of pig shit. Doesn't make it you prettier nor higher in status in the society. Ill-mannered and not to mention disgraceful to your parents fucked up people. Then want to label 'Ah Girl' or 'Ah Gong' to your gang members. Worse is when,'Miyuki' or 'Sumiko' comes out to describe yourselves. Do you think you're cute? Pile of poops okay I tell you, poops. And also tarnishing the name of the Japanese People. The don't want people like you. Their Yakuza also help other people when there's disasters. You pigs will only go and save your own pathetic lives. Then expect first class treatments.
PIG ASSES .
Period.
Forget about the above. I'm totally torn between Samsung Preston and Sony Ericsson T707 .
Touch screens are the in-thing now, but I'm sure I don't want to suffer the hard life of typing smses. On the other hand, T707 is so glossy that I wonder if I put decorations on it(like the BLING-BLINGS) will drop off. Namun...
I think I will choose T707 .
I've always dreamed of using a flip phone since I was a kid :D

Enough rants/banterings for now. My mind is totally in a whirlwind now. Its revolving around on should I buy shoes? ( I ruined my $80 VIVIE shoes when I walked home in a rain after NDP Rehearsal that day. Mum was totally cool with it though. Act of God I guess. I accept (: ) Or should I buy bags for my mum? Her new bag is totally coloured now, thats what you get for buying white bag mum ):
Have to make my decision really early, cause I'm thinking of ordering online, and it close on 28 July. Maybe I should buy a bag, as an early birthday present for mum. Then I might buy myself a bag! >:D

Okay now its really enough.
Bye-bye ;D

Blogger still being an idiot.

2009-07-24T20:08:00.004+08:00

Like I'm so bored cans?
Omg, why am I speaking like this now.
Shall do a run-through of what happened today :D
-Chat with Alex about shopping and DOTA
-Blogshopping
-Watching 2PM Wild Bunny
-Fetch my sister, and suffered a mishap
-Sent a bagful of currypuffs to my religious teacher (YUMMY! ; No I didn't ate them)
So thats all.
Oh and more one thing..
Alex wanted to try the Panadol Menstrual pill, but afraid cause he say he'll turn to girl.
I'd LOVE to see that! >:D
And, Jared said Miss Lynn See was cute! Haha! Ms Lynn See blushed!
She's so prett-aye!!!!! No surprises there xD

2009-07-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

Blogger is going to the drains. I don't know what the hell is wrong with this thing!
Oh well, just put up with it \:
Dragon N Tiger is going to be my fave now! (whoopee!)
Their song is so catchy! Hehe.
See, I so updated one, not like others hor NISA!
Okay lah mum showing her bitchy side again.
Adriana also. Ears turn red, already.
Alex came back to class, you guys should've seen the way Farhana said,' I Miss You!~' .
Wow, Cody sniggered at that man. Funny lah, even Mr Tan say Alex cute today in physics class!
And I accidently laughed out too loud, argh man!
My fault again!
I really couldn't help it this time..
I would love to upload some picture (I know its random) but blogger is being a bastard right now, soo...
I can't.
End of Story.
;D

Yah!

2009-07-18T21:37:00.007+08:00

Yah! You!

How can you just ignore me huh?!

Aish, what do you take me for?!

Hmph!

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No blogging makes a Happy Diyana!

Haha just joking, no seriously -.-"

Still had yet to finish my Physics and Chemistry 5 Year series.

Promised my mum I will finish it all tomorrow, and guess what she'll buy me?! >:D

She'll buy me Mandi Lulur! (claps happily, chu!~)

It's freaking cheap anyway, so it won't hurt mum's pocket.

Heh, I love you Mummy (chu again!~)

Aish, now I am getting fatter man. Like seriously!

Thank god for the upcoming fasting month, buttttttttttt............

Diyana, do you have the perseverance? -.-"

I don't know man, but I have my friends to help me!

Mostly Nisa of course ;D

Gosh I love you ♥ .

Oh and breaking news, apparently, during Ms Ng's E-Maths lesson ;

A 'clean' conversation went between Alex and Farhana.

They were talking about : Orgasms .

Of all things! People! Honestly! WHAT THE HECK?!?!?!?!

Then it went to Alex being a wife, Jared is his husband.

I couldn't stop laughing (ok more like snorting, you caught me ._.) .

Look at this way, a tall boyfriend with another taller girlfriend!

(snorts)

Me and Farhana are a couple too, so I'm the guy(broad-shouldered much? -.-) and she's the female.

Bleh :P

Oh and I have to post this up for Cody. I nearly forgot.

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CODY! I KNOW YOU LIKE ALEX! EVERYTIME I SAY HIS NAME YOUR FACE BLUSH AND TURNS RED!HAHA!

AND..YOUR NICKNAME FROM ME WILL BE :

CODY BOP!

FROM BABY BOP! BE HONORED! ITS A COOL NAME! WHEEZXCZXCZXCZXC!

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

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See! I told you I will dedicate one of my posts to you! (evil laughs)

Don't take it seriously, cause y'know its the truth >:D

And suddenly, I feel like putting this up.

Ilovemyfriends.

They are : Nisa, Cristie, Marianne, Farhana, Farah, Alex, Cody, Jared, Wai Ling, Jun Qi, Lenice, Constance, Dewi, Michelle, Amirah, Maisarah, Syahiirah, Fatin, Cherise!

The rest can go to hell for all I care!

No just kidding! Seriously! I'm KIDDING! XD

Okay enough of this post, love you all!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Many many many things!

2009-07-13T17:56:00.003+08:00

As much I would like to write about my NDP Rehearsal moment, I'd love to put up photos of myself, but I guessed I am a really fat walrus after all.

All I can say is, its like P5 time.

Except we had the shower at the end, courtesy to the skies (:

Make-up ruined(?) .

I really don't know, cause when I went back home my waterproof make-up still on ;D

Okay, but what really motivates me to blog again is this korean child actress.

Han Ye Rin.

(prays for her to go to hell as soon as possible)

Read this .

Now you understand why I hate her?

Boy-cott her everyone!

She is a ruthless bitch who doesn't know the meaning of repentance!

Be My Man .

2009-07-10T18:23:00.004+08:00

Hey, doesn't everyone agree I look like a fat walrus or something?

Hell, Jane kept on laughing when I was complaining about my layers and layers of fats .

Yeah well, whatever!

So I shall continue what I want to say about today.

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Woke up in the morning, thanks to my Grandma's closing the toilet door really LOUD.

But I bagged it before my brother could use it! Like YIPPEES!

Bathed, rushed to school, and copied Alex's homework for the questions I don't know.

I don't understand about his mentality, I mean, come on.

He copies homework daily, and even ask other people to do his work.

But when comes to handing in homework and I squeezed the truth out of him, woah.

Its like Mrs Lee doing the maths homework instead of him!

All effing correct!

After my master copying, lent my humble E Maths 2 to Si Wei, who desperately needs the answer :D

Went for health check up, then walao, this old lady health nurse really made my blood boil.

You know the nurse who demonstrated to us on how to bend?

Well yeah, she spoke to us real nice, so I thought, maybe I should ask her can I have a rubber band to prevent my health booklet from disintegrating.

Boy, was I wrong.

At station 2, after handing her over my glasses, I asked her politely whether could I have a rubber band to tie up my book.

Wah piang eh, this old lady sure has a lot of guts in her.

Mine in red, hers in green.

'Take yourself lah, over there over there' *gestures towards the chair area*

'Erm, where?' *stares hard*

'Aiyoh, there lah! I no time ok! Take yourself!'

This part I feel like telling her off . I don't even know where it is, yet you tell me to take it. Siao ah you.

'Get up now, done already! Find there!' *mumbles in chinese about my mental capacity*

Oi, I may sound malay, I may even speak malay, hell I even look malay, BUT DON'T TRY TO DISCRIMINATE ME AND BE SLY ABOUT IT BY TALKING IN CHINESE!

The only reason why I didn't talked back is because you're old.

And I believed that you must have been tired.

But your attitude is really low ok, damn low.

Whatever, its better than to dwell on it.

Station 3 the nurse there is so much better :D

She said my glasses were fine, and just practise good eye care habits.

She asked me whether I had any medical problems (I won't talk about this one :P)

Returned to class, and completed Ms Lynn See's comprehension. I had only summary left to do (;

Does anyone notice, when Ms Lynn See smiles, she looks very pretty?

Her eyes will go, -poof!- glittery~

Darn pretty I tell you!

Then comes Malay period, had to do karangan.

Susah lah, kena pikir tentang cara-cara menyelamtkan dunia dari global warming.

Had to think hard, in the end there are more Indonesian words than Malay words.

Oh well.

I didn't managed to perform today, sorry to everyone whom I let down.

I'm really having a bad stomachache that you couldn't imagine.

You know, when you done your business and suddenly, the cramps kicked in.

Yeah, thats how I felt.

After CCD, went to the bank with Jane, but she abandon me 10 minutes later -.-"

I began to text Alex, but that remote control sms me so late.

Yeah, I think he's playing DOTA, either that or Cody's allegations are true.

Hell make it Cody's a FACTS.

The only comfort at that time is the new shirt that I paid for :]

Homed after that, ate Mee Soto (to make up for the one I ate during recess) and went online from 3pm till now (which is 7:57pm?) .

Ahh, so tired. Have to rest for tomorrow, going to have my religious class as well going to NDP rehearsal.

GOING TO CAM-WHORE LOADS!HAHA! :D

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If I ignored your feelings, I'm sorry. I tried to make it up for it now aren't I? Are you angry that I didn't?

But if it's just a lure, well, all I can say is it worked.

You are on my mind now, day and night.

I thought I didn't had any couple feelings for you, and remained firm as friends.

Are you angry that I lowered your name?

I didn't want to change the way we are, it will be ruined if anything changes.

I can't bear to see this.

Even if she's yours, I'm adamant about this.

You're going to be mine.

And no way are you going to change my feelings about it.

And you said you'll never let me go .

2009-07-08T20:47:00.003+08:00

I'm getting irritated by the likes of my family.

My brother is just another bastard with no balls who bitches around.

You can go join Charles lah nb.

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Anyways, remember the time about the photo shoot that I wrote about in my blog?

Yeaps, my sister is in there.

And of all pictures, they took this of my sister -.- :

Smart of them to choose this picture, NOT.

What the hell lah! Disgrace my name only! The photographers chose this picture, out of all the pictures my sister posed!

Hello?! The teeth is like over-grown vampire, and she looks seriously fat with double CHINS.

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!

Hell if its not my sister, I would've probably criticised her till she emo one corner.

That bad man!

And my sister is supposed to represent the malays?!

She look like a chinese lah hello!

What the hell man -.-"

I also very grumpy mood nowadays.

Can't talk to Alex much, since got another noise pollutant near me called Jared.

Of course I'm mad, cause I didn't managed to laugh much at all!

I miss his humor already siak ):

But I definitely don't miss his smses -.-"

All teruk man!

Here I am, bawling my eyes out at Michael Jackson's funeral coupled with Paris tear-inducing speech to her father.

You would expect Alex to be a gentleman and croon to me some soothing words to calm my nerves.

But perhaps because the name is Alex Lee that made it impossible for him to do such things.

He just said,'Not good. Too emotional'.

Strawberry you man!

Even a recess bell is better!

Okay okay, his smses are gradually improving, occasionally.

I laughed out loud in the bus and everyone thought I was crazy ._.

Homed with Natasha & Nadiah eventually, but we had to part ways (oh no!) .

Oh well, I like being alone anyways :D

Daddy finally came home! Yippee!

I missed you!

And he brought Indo mee, sweets, cookies etc. etc. ...

I'm salivating right now as we speak xD

Okay lah, after that not much to talk about, since I'm a pretty boring person (hooray!not.)

and oh yeah, sorry to Farah for not being able to dance today.

Late two times in a row is going to arouse suspicions.

What about this friday?

Then I promise to do it ^-^ v

I'm a good girl, I keep my promises :D

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And you, have not replied my smses.

This re-opening of July month, I don't know should I be happy or not.

2009-07-04T20:18:00.010+08:00

Okay, lets start with something about what I feel right NOW.

Number 1 : My closest blood-sister is a backstabber, how cool is that? You bitch -.- (no this is not my little sister, another person)

Number 2 : I'm having a bad headache which appeared from the nearest black hole that passed by Earth.

Number 3 : That bastard who did it to me hasn't apologised nor called.

Gah, I'm having a wonderful time between me and the computer, and I have yet to finish my school homework.

Great piece of work Diyana.

NOT.

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Anyways, thats not the point here. Lets continue on the interesting of the day for me.

Dad went to Padang today, after today and tomorrow, he'll be going to Jakarta.

All in the name of business people (;

I'll miss you Daddy ):

Do bring me back some buttered bread snacks if you can, but if you can't, its okay (:

Okay, enough of that.

Went online for awhile, then watched television with grandma (aka the Terminator T-800 improvised version)

Caught MTV tribute to Michael Jackson in the top 17!

Missed Top 17-40 ):

But never minds, its okay, all of my favourites appeared, except for one, which is...

'They Don't Care About Us'.

Seriously, I love that song the most, it took over my favourite 'Beat It' .

Sounds primitive, but hell, I love the meaning and the tune of the song man.

Okay on with it Diyana!

Then Mum & Sister came back from Sister's school (shopped too after that).

Mum bought $435.70 worth of The Face Shop items!

Plus discount = $355.70, which is not bad, $80 off hell man!

Thanks to my DEAREST MUMMY who bought me nude lipstick,lipbalm,make-up remover,liquid eye-liner and mascara!

Gosh you're the coolest mum! :D

Since mum bought $300+ worth of items, she received 3 member cards.

One for her, one for me, and one for my little sister who is only 7 years old -.-

Think of it this way, probable the shop will still be there when she's old enough to wear make-up.

Hopefully ;P

After that, I went online till now.

Did managed to eat my dinner, but while seeing the computer screen (+ gobbling/guzzling).

Mum is upset Farrah Fawcett & Michael Jackson died, said they were legends.

So the former Charlies Angel Sex Siren/Famous Hair-Do and Moonwalker Legend died.

Wonderful, my mum is bawling her eyes out.

Oh well, she's the 1980's era.

The least I can do to is to pray for them to go to heaven.

Okay I'm through with today, short huh? :P

I'll post some videos (according to my favourites, ascending order) that I love about MJ most!

Used to be my favourite, but still its darn nice ;D

(L)ove this Jacksons' pair babes/hunks! ;D

So sweet, I love his skin colour, and his smile is so sweet man, hell I don't care whether he is 50 year old or not, I just wanna kiss him!

( Hey, I like older men, but not that OLD. This just happens to be an exception. Besides, he's dead ): )

(I wanted to put Bad here but the idiots simply won't allow embedding at ALL -.-)

This one was a close tie with You're Not Alone. God, maybe I should've reversed it. But I'm too tired now to change it. So bleh \:

MY FAVOURITE OF ALL! Yeah!

*dances in the middle of the room*

To others who call MJ gay : I hope you rot in 19th level of hell specially created for you guys. He was never gay to begin with since there weren't evidence that he molested male children. What a big joke. You guys are just idiots who fall for some media cooked-up story. Suckers.

You guys are simply the lowest man! >:(

2009-07-03T18:52:00.003+08:00

Thanks Myra, you're the best (:

I can't believe you guys made me dance the Nobody dance.

In front of the entire class?! You guys simply have no pity for me at all (goes to a corner and emo)

But hey, since the hell is over, give me a rating out of 10 :D

10 being the best and 1 being worst .

Okay just put 10, cause the sensitive me just can't take it )':

And YOU! SYAHIIRAH! YOU RUBBED SALT INTO MY WOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUND YOU KNOW!

I shall type the list of guilty people that has yet to be charged :

Alex (for ratting me out)

Cody (also for ratting me out)

Marianne (for egging the Nobody dance)

Syahiirah (the spawn of satan who also egged the dance)

Cristy (sorry I couldn't perform the new dance, many people were asking me for the Nobody dance!)

Nisa (also the other satan who shouted out for me to dance the Nobody!)

Honestly, the only thing why I aren't so nervous was that I couldn't see the hordes and hordes and hordes of people who were happy about me to entertain them was because I, didn't, wore my glasses.

And all I just saw was a sea of blurriness.

How cool is that?

I also didn't know where I got the courage from, oh gawd, my dancing is so weirddddd.

Its a long time since I last polished it up!

Don't worry.. I won't be late again.. whoever kena next will be dancing also..

BLEH! >:P

But apart from that, the day was pretty cool.

Alex and me had a fun day together, all his fault!
Kept on making me laugh!

(Cody, don't you dare say couple ah, just because we late doesn't entitle you to make unbased assumptions aye ;D)

Me : (checks the answer) Yeah! I got it correct! I rock, you pebble!

Alex : What lah, you suck!

Me : What the hell?! If I suck then you what?

Alex : You rock I giant rock lorh!

Idiot :P

Oh yeah, forgot to add. When Cody said we're couple, these are our reactions :

Alex : OH MY GOD!

Me : EWWWWW! Eh don't disgrace me please! This guy?!

Alex : (stares at me)

Ok, I shouldn't have hurt his feelings.

Alex, I'm sorry ):

Really sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy!

Anyways, he's still attached, and I don't hanker after boys who have relationships.

woohoo~

I'mma self-controlled girl! In fact, I don't even have the couple feelings for him -.-

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Friday gotta be the best day for me man, all the lessons are pure language!

No academics! Can anyone, like say, WOOOOHOOOOO?!

Too bad Youth Day holiday will be given only on Monday, I wanted Literature so badly ):

Seriously, I'm pining for it (with pine trees and jingle bells and santa claus and rudolph) with my entire heart.

No Syahiirah its not because I'm in love with Mr Edward, I'm in love with the subject (:

I just have that feeling of, you know, to hand up my homework ;D
Yeah thats right, cause I've been working so hard on it, and I miss the air-con room.

Not only that, yesterday we had our Literature lesson, and Zul brought some sweets!

Hooray!

Till I found out it was Fisherman's Man, Extra Strong (those green zipper-locked packet kind) .

Couldn't stay awake, so I ate it.

(3 minutes passed)

'Oh!Oh!So hot!' .

Those were my reactions, literally.

Zul liked them cause of the PAINNNNNN.

Brave man, brave man he. (salutes)

Okay enough of talking crap.

I'm missing my handphone when its fully charged.

And I haven't eaten my dinner yet.

Bye-byessss! :D

OMG.

2009-07-01T21:59:00.005+08:00

Tdae is veri lyk dhe wat siol, cannot tahan urqhhs.

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Okay enough of that language, I was just trying it out for fun, but I'd much rather stick to proper English thanks.

Oh god, my feet are starting to itch again! From yesterday, its been itching like hell!

Okay its gone (a-okay thumbs up!)

Speaking of which, Amirah was right, I'm still not over my fan-girling of Mr Ho.

Darn it! His cute cheeks... (faints in a hysteria)

OMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

MR HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I am.........

interested in you! Haha! >:D

Okay I must go sleep, so late already, roar-ness.

Bleh ;P

(not so fast, SHWOOOP)

Oh god, I think I'm really going to be sick now.

He still has the nerve to send that e-mail and tell me to support his blogshop.

Well, fuck you and freak you.

When I started my own blogshop, where were you? When I wanted your support, where were you?

And you told me not to kbkp. What the fuck man. I'm only telling you to PAY UP, and not asking you to act gay.

I was only earning my own money, was I drama-queening myself around? Am I leaning on my own parents for money?

Please lah okay, take job only during the holidays, don't work while still schooling, earn money then do what, make pyramid?

Asshole.

I was still nice to you then , and you kept on saying those fugly words, fuck you.

I hate you, period.

If you guys are wondering what website he is ~~soliciting~~ promoting himself around, its this website :

http://www.funky-man-style.blogspot.com/

You also let your friends to prank me, what kind of a man are you when we're together?

Still dare to say 'Its not like that okay'.

On tagboard also put your name as Monkey, never dare to put your real name.

Who's hiding behind who now, don't bark like a dog at me.

Eh hello, to start a blogshop with 100% trust, you need an enquiry board idiot, so people can ask questions with the other public knowing. Otherwise people won't know whether you are scamming people or not when you don't have an enquiry board, resulting in no trust.

You're freaking older than me by 8 YEARS, but where's your brain ah?

If you think we're still okay from that text/tongue/typing lashings, you're way off the mark.

My heart ain't going to forgive you, not now and definitely not in the future.

Did you know everytime I think of you I always said 'Fuck it fuck it!' ?

No you don't, cause thats how much you affected my life. In school, home, everywhere.

You toyed with love. I told you I admitted I lied to you.

But its only once, cause I know you wouldn't trust me.

Testing a relationship just shows how much you don't trust me at all.

I hate you, I hate you and I hate you!

How many hates must I need to emphasize my point?!

You idiot, you let love go pass by so easily.

Sorry, it wasn't love for you was it? It was one-sided only.

Who cares now? Who cares?

I have a much better person in mind, not only older, but much clever than a person trying to scratch his living around just because he started work at an early age and neglected his studies.

And a tiring job at that, Sentosa, didn't you told me last time? Then at night, you didn't do your school work did you?

Don't even mention Art stream to me when I confided my feelings into you about how I became a nervous wreck whether would I get promoted to Secondary 3 Pure Science stream or not.

You're Normal Academic/Technical weren't you?

It was in your friendster.

And you scolded me for lying to you?

What about you lying to me about your age by 3 years?

Who can go driving at the age 18? A car nonetheless.

Who can go drinking at the age 18 in a club? A VIP party nonetheless.

Your lies are easy to see through. Fuck you man. Fuck you.

Cause you want to know why? Your family, friends, everything around you, I'm not familiar with it at all.

But you yourself, I fell in love with it.

Till you pissed me off you freaking liar whore.

I don't even know why I dedicated most of this post to you.

Want to know why?

Cause you are still in my mind, no matter how much I tried to get rid of you.

Except, you're under the liar/back-stabber/bastard/fuckingidiots/gigolos/whores/gaybiatch category.

And I don't feel a twinge of regret.

I'm not scared, sms me about this then, before I change my phone number in August.

I'll be waiting.

Rest In Peace, MJ ♥ .

2009-06-26T21:31:00.005+08:00

I feel very sad today man.

I just received news that MJ died on Thursday, 2.26pm, in Los Angeles.

He died of a cardiac arrest, what a painful way.

No one could ever replace MJ, saddening since he was due to start his last farewell yet "comeback" concert next month.

We will always remember you MJ, always.
♥

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Met Nevin today, with much difficulties. ROAR.

Oh I don't know, by someone being outside the Woodlands MRT station (me) and the other at Woodlands Interchange (him) ?

It was so confusing till I asked him where was he, and he said at the interchange.

When I told him I was at the MRT station, he went 'Ooh, haha! No wonder we didn't understand each other!'.

How true indeed (;

Chatted along while walking to no apparent destination.

Missed him and his crap/nonsense man, really pure garbage xD

My favourite notations to go after his trash was, 'What?', 'What?!' and most of all, 'Wutttttttt?' .

Throats do get thirsty and hoarse after a while, and thank god (seriously, hails to Allah), he brought Coke! (as in the Coca-Cola, not coke, seriously Michelle -.-")

I finito half of it, and all the while Nevin was staring at me like as if I'd grown some mutated head or something O_O .

Sorry! I'll treat you on your birthday (:

Promise man, promise.

But you also promised to belanja me if I get A1 for English, which I'm so aiming for xD

Then after crapping, went back to Civic Centre, cause I need to transfer $25 but I forgotten my bank book along with me -.-"

Had to use Nevin's POSB card ( he transfered on my behalf ), which he offered to lend to me until the next time I see him (which includes : telling me the pin + how much time will pass before I give it back to him) .

I wouldn't borrow from him cause :

1. What if I lost it?! O_O

2. What if the money is gone and I don't know how to repay the $1k plus?

3. If I forgot the pin? =.="

So I didn't borrow it.

(Like duh! Diyana!)

He need to go to Jurong Point to watch Transformers 2 ( Terminator Salvation is better lah hor :P) with his friends.

Offered to float him a loan, but he didn't want to borrow, so we went hunting around for another POSB ATM machine.

( Don't try to act kind-hearted uh, you nonsense! >:D )

Like finally, we separated.

( Do note this happened within 2 hours ONLY =.=" )

Then went to cut my hair (by myself! I'm brave man, yeah, except for darkness, cockroaches, fleas, beetles, etc etc..) at 326.

Asked to trim but came out shorter than I expected :

Oh well, its one length now, so musn't cut anymore except for the fringe only.

I promised Alex I won't cut anymore, god I just remembered that promise 1 hour ago \:

Anyways, I did it, so who cares? :D

Okay end of the mighty long post, cause after that I went chiong for my holiday homework, went online right now, then going back later.

Bye-bye ayes ;D

Any names that starts with a letter 'C' and ends with 'S' should just kill themselves.

2009-06-25T19:28:00.003+08:00

I'm having nightmares. The title says it all too.

I hate you.

Big Bang! (L)

2009-06-24T17:51:00.010+08:00

Oh god, I really love Big Bang's 'Emotion'.
Can't wait for the MV to come out, but I'll settle for it as my blog song (;

God, I just came across Super Junior's photoshoot ;

Lets just say I won't love for the gay-ness here, but lets give it up for the Bro-Love!

Lets' give up for these brothers' love!

But of course, I ain't giving up my love and pass my Nichkhun over for them.

(See the picture below for reference)

Cute right?!Lenice I know you're reading this, cute right?!?! xD

Like as if he's begging for sweets with those great big DOE eyes of his! Roar-ness people!

God, I'm completing my homework at an extremely LOW rate.

Speaking of which, Mrs Lee called me in the afternoon, to talk about the all-important Travel Declaration Form as well as to bring my ODT to school~

(roar-ing just because I feel like it) I'm pretty sure the rest of the class received it too, bleh ;P

I really want to boy-cott the opening of the school, especially with the H1N1 flu spreading around.

All because of our Health Minister lah! Mr Khaw Boon Wan! You are so dumb man!

What if the re-opening of the school will lead more to community spreading of the H1N1 virus?

Who is going to be responsible for it? Mind you, you old man, don't think that our appeal of extending school holidays is just for our own leisure to goof around or trying to catch up with the holiday homeworks' commitments.

For those teenagers who are planning to do that, they will have their own retribution to pay, such as getting H1N1 and getting the death penalty that only virus can do. As humanely as possible of course (:

Not.

Have you ever thought of that kind of way? Come on, use your power of being Health Minister to take precautionary measures.

Otherwise, I'll take it that you are exacting your revenge on us school students as means to vent your anger on those flogging idiots ah lians/minahs/ah bengs/mats.

But take into consideration of the others who aren't these kind of shits. The ones I mentioned above only know how to make noise and attract the wrong kind of public scrutinities, but seriously.

Think it through carefully.

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Why am I like addressing to the Health Minister himself? O:

Never mind, oh well, I had let off steam anyways.

Shall end off with one of my most idolised female singer, Sexy Queen Son Dam Bi aye ;D

Love you! ;)
( I won't go lesbo for her though >:] )

Sicko pervert.

2009-06-22T14:24:00.007+08:00

Has anyone read the article about that sicko pervert in The New Paper?

Haven't, and too lazy to buy a newspaper, read here : http://tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,205685,00.html

I'm surprised it just appeared in the newspapers, it has been going on for a long time already.

I mean, thats how I met Nevin, through that online chatango while we were defaming that website .

(1 & 1/4 years back?)

What a sick idiot man! That time before I deleted my friendster he go sent me a private message.

God, I have to take care of my little sis more often, afraid take picture by a guy like him.

So teruk man. Sucks to you lah nottiboy134! Go masturbate yourself man, don't prey on other girls.

And all the girls who added him to your msn, I think they honestly have no life or mistaking that having a horny guy on their friend list will boost their popularity among the opposite sex.

Have sex after marriage lah, take it from me. Its simply not worth it.

(I won't elaborate further, branch out from your imagination. And no suggestive things allowed within your minds)

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Today morning went to paint Yasmin's nails red ;D

More like toe nails, my cousin/her mother doesn't allow to paint her finger nails + thumb :

Oh well, what am I to do, nothing :P

Finished 3 more Heymaths online today, I don't know when I'm going to finish it. I am so darn tired. My brain is overloading~~~ (blinking lights)
(random) Father said he doesn't like to eat too many western foods at one go. I agree!

I got my taste from my father, must have spices. Not like my mother/brother/little sister .

Indian blood in me I guess? ;D

Okay lah, new TV coming, can't wait :D

Panasonic LED, cannot take Plasma anymore, energy consumption 3 times per normal LED TV.

No wonder lah.

Shall end off with Khunnie baby >;)

+ "We don't have anything to hide, except, you know, our bodies." -- Nichkhun.

CUTE!

And he spoke it in English too! Aww he know 4 languages, thats enough for me >:)

(These two guys above , Nichkhun & Wooyoung are the LOVES >:D)

And if its boring, well, I warned you in my last website (:

❥So cute, my baby, Nichkhun ;D

2009-06-21T22:41:00.004+08:00

Went to do malay project with Amirah today ;D

Thanks Amirah for accompanying me around Red line, really sorry if you're getting scolded about the time ):

By the way, look at my cute baby ;3

Isn't my baby Khunnie cute-ayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

Aiyogo, he's so cute! So fair...

I'm falling heads over heels for him, god. He's so..charismatic >;)

Yasmin just came over my house today, woah the house is so noisy man, LOL.

Collected my blogshops items too (:

O.P.I nail polishes are darn good! Repainted them ;)

I forgot today DBS bank close early, so I paid upon meet-up (:

(I was lost at Dhoby Gaut, tapped out the wrong place. What the hell man!)

Lucky they trust me sia, otherwise my head chopped off :P

Bought Super Magic BB cream as well, but I thought I want to buy SHINEE's BB cream, but I decided not to, so expensive! $25 for a small bottle -.-

So I tried using the BB cream as foundation, darn good! Man! Must buy more! $17 only, so cheap >:D

Got free Shiseido mask, Naturgo, obviously I chose that since it has the properties of Black & White mask, + more features(?) .

So yeah..going to apply when I'm going to sleep (;

Can't wait for my cousin to come tomorrow! Miss her yah lots lots!

P.S: If there's Nichkhun's BB cream, I'll buy it at ONCE!LOVE YOU MY NICHKHUNNNIIIIEEEE!
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Love you, and will always love my Nichkhun!

(don't snatch you piggies! >:D)

My MSN is working again!

2009-06-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, I'm so freaking happy right now?

My MSN is working again! Whoopee!

Tomorrow have to go out, oh god. But I need to buy a new earpiece, my one & only has spoilt ):

No choice but to buy a new one. Green M&M , I'm so into green right now.

I even painted my nails green!Haha >:D

O.P.I is the best man, thats why I'm buying 2 more of them .

Its' much better than Coleur, like what sey.

So watery -.-

Didn't managed to dye my hair this time round, mum said in order to have good and nice hair must have good strong brain.

So I'm definitely and am swotting up my homework, however...

I have yet to finish them all :'(

Okay back to whatever I intended to speak out right here.

Right, the time of the month came again, so I couldn't swim with cousin at Wild Wild Wet that we've been planning, but who cares? I definitely didn't want to swim >:)

So we settled on Escape Theme Park, can't wait to ride the roller coaster and the house of horrors aye!

Bah~ wait a moment..wait a moment..

(random) I hope Jacqueline Tan has Marianne's number..

Noooo!She doesn't! I need Amirah's phone number! ROARRR!

She isn't online yet, how could she? Bahhhh! O.M.G.

Goddesm goddesm~~~

Okay lah, not much to tell here, except that I love 4 Minute's 'Hot Issue' very-very much!

Toodles >:D

(:

2009-06-18T11:43:00.002+08:00

Long time never post, yes I'm guilty your honor!

Anyways, I was surfing through blogshops, when I saw this owner selling shoes exactly like Jandi wore in BOF, except this one is silver, not bronze. Its not my size, and personally I hated the shoes design -.- like pompoms~

http://jelliesandroses.blogspot.com/

My little niece is going to stay at my house for 3 days! Whoopee!

So let me see..

Me + Adriana + Danial + Mum + Dad + Grandma + Nadiah + Yasmin = 8 people in the house!

Ohmygod! Its going to be cramped here man...

I still haven't finished my school homework..god. Maths sucks to hell, seriously. I need a tutor.

But I'm completing my sciences first aye :

Woah, like for the first time man.

God, I really hate my blog, must find the time to squeeze in to change the blogskin.

And I started to play Gunbound ):

Aft3rRAIN <-- My nickname. If anyone is playing, do add, I'm killing myself by bungee jumping everytime RAWR >:O

Painted my nails pink, the time of the month had come, so hooray! Haha.

Going to Escape Theme Park this weekend with cousin, hopefully with Yasmin & Adriana in tow!

But I don't want to leave them all alone, I don't think Mum and Dad would trust me either .

Play bumper cars maybe?I'll bring little sister, Yundel bring Yasmin, wahahahahaha.

*Da-BOOSH!* But Nadiah is performing at The Art House for her dance performance . -.-

How long is your dancing crap gonna last?Honestly!

Ok enough of crapping right now, I miss 2PM too much ):

WTH!

2009-06-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

Holy crap I'm not looking for a boyfriend you bitch.

I'm still nursing from my last break-up, so don't accuse me of stealing your boyfriend!

If he comes to me and talk damn stupid sweet words is it my fault?!

His one right?His bloody goddamn fingers and mouth.

With my current state, you think I can meh? You kbkp slut.

If he run away from you must something got problem with you lah!

Then still want to kick big fuss and say I'm at fault.

Then complain to friends, what a loser fucker.

Just say lah hor, you double aneroxic bitch , that he don't like to see or hug you cause you are just made of BONES. SUNKEN DEEP OLD GRANDMA BONES.

ok? So don't come and harrass me online you whore.

kbkp slut.

:D

2009-06-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

Wah, I'm beginning to hate my blog skin right now. But I'm too lazy to change it :X

some other time eh? :D

BOREDDDD............

2009-06-06T09:33:00.005+08:00

Yes, like the title says.

I don't know what to do during these June Holidays, sucks man.

Anyway, I watched this MV, and for the first time, this chinese song actually appeals to me!

I mean, after all , I'm avoiding chinese songs as I have bad memories of it.

But this, wow. The BEST.

Shit the bad memories, I'm listening this till I die! (ok, more like for my ringtone ;D)

The girl is darn pretty, no doubt. But its rather pissing me off by just closing her mouth and not doing anything.

Oh well, its just a MV, so who cares? :D

But I do care about this thing, SHINEE!

Taemin looks very feminine, so cute! Heehee, for others who are totally fazed by my korean obssession, do not continue reading, or may as I say, watching! Cause this is the end, BYE!

(Yes i'm that bored till this is my life)

-edited on 7:28pm-

SS501 IS COMING TO SINGAPORE AS PART OF THEIR FIRST ASIAN TOUR! WTH!!

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/ss501_embarks_on_1st_asia_tour/

As I know most of you are Boys Over Flowers maniacs, Kim Hyun Joong is part of F4, so I'm sharing this piece of news with you all!

I'M SO GONNA BUY THEIR TICKETS!

DECEMBER!

MUST REMEMBER!

I haven't learned my lesson, so sue me .

2009-06-02T12:30:00.011+08:00

I have yet to learn from my experience with online shopping ):

2 owners, (ok, like 1 owner) are still owing me items .

I mean, the other is because of my parents fault, the other is because of geo lens. Still waiting for my refund -.-

So, I went to a trustable online shopping , not by normal people like us, but people with credentials.

And I found this darn cool korean jacket! God!

Forget the guy, I dislike his hair colour. Like the colour of vomit once you binge. But whatever.

I want the black ver. of this! Gosh this jacket costs like, S$40?

But its' all worth it man, now just waiting for the money to come and I'll spend on it! ROAR!

Mm..I'm still browsing through..hmmm..

This is quite nice too, the price tag didn't entice me at all though. S$112..(faints)

Street style? S$80, not baddems, not bad. But I can't think of anything to pair with it -.-

But this is the best of all! WAHHHH! I WANT THIS!!! S$237.55!

CAN THE FREAKING SINGAPORE DOLLAR GROW STRONGER?!

Gosh!!!! This is illegal I tell you. Not buying the jackets I mean.

Okay done, the rest were so expensive I didn't even bother look at them . May I add they're all US pricings..and which website I went? not telling~

Just kidding, its yesasia.com. heex. Wonder if any of you would be able to afford it;

For sure I can't -.-"

I don't like to ask from my parents, cause they've been caring for us too much.

I don't like to ask from my grandparents either. They're old and not working, how are they suppose to have the money and part with it?

So I use my own money. Savings : $200.

Just waiting for the perfect opportunity to spend it on. And if you do see high top sneakers thats graffitized, do tell me.

I'll be having my eyes peeled for now :D

(P.S: Yes, I do not like to wear female out clothings. I always wear male as I like the baggy look)

Seems it was so long ago.

2009-06-01T12:59:00.004+08:00

You know I trust you.

You know that I don't want to hurt you.

---

Just in case if some people thinking I'm refering to a guy, I'm refering to Nadiah.

Sorry I was pissed off with you yesterday, but honestly!

Do pay attention to the surroundings, otherwise if a bowling ball comes rolling at you and smash your figure into smithereens, you'd have a very delayed reaction time :

Anyways, didn't had the mood to take pictures yesterday.

I was having mood swings;(although I didn't have my time yet)

So didn't took pictures, ): saddening. I was looking at my best yet this year. Huh.

We went to Orchard road, and I swear I hate that place with my entire life. There is no fast-food restaurants thats readily available. Even then it was so freaking full of people! Especially pinoys I tell you, got Singtel Pinoy promotion going on.

So they came in hordes with their Bangladeshi boyfriends. And they all act coy.

God.

Whatever, moving on people! Went to Far East, (acting on a tip from Natasha) and guessed what?

The shoes are nice, but expensive like hell. the $10 ones are simply not worth mentioning. I was tempted to buy, but because I want to spend on things that I had been praying after, I didn't bother at all.

KFC was full of maids and Pastamania was expensive for my cousin, so lets move on.

Nadiah wanted to buy a pair of shorts , so we checked out This Fashion.

I told her to wear a dress to the chalet but she insisted on shorts! God, be more feminine would you please.

I offered to lend her mine, but she didn't want to. Says it was too short -.-

Yeah, I have no idea why I bought that either, but it was $5, so who cares?

Okay I do ._. but continue my rambling please.

So, I saw this really nice dress, and of course I couldn't fit it, my hip was too wide,( or is it simply fat? Long shot, but I hope its the first reason )

So I forced/dragged Nadiah to the dressing room to try it on. It seriously will look good on her sey!

But then, she doesn't know how to put it on. Too many strings, as she claims -.-

Sucks to you Yun! jkjk! :D

Then went to the Underpass at Wisma Atria, and bought Famous Amos!

3 chewy cookies for me, 1 chewy cookie for her. I was super hungry man. 3 pm and I haven't ate anything during the morning or the night before. Those cookies sure do quench my hunger pangs!

Wasn't enough though, so thought go to Bugis, then changed our minds and went to Causeway instead , and we both ordered 2 Beef Bulgogi! Hehe I asked mine to be extra spicy and the lady gave the order to this Chinese man ( i think he's 20 years + ? )

When he held out the teaspoon of overflowing chillies to me, I nodded my head vigorously (you know, like the dogs do when they climb out of the water, except mine went up & down)

He went :O

And showed to the lady -.-

The lady asked whether I was sure, then I bilang balik, memang sure. Kalau lagi pedas lagi sedap! Heehee.

In the end, the bulgogi was just alright, made me finish one entire Coke can.

Creepy but, the chef winked at me while he was cooking. And all I went was ^-^"

Sorry sir, I have Mr Ho in my mind. I'm faithful you know :D

The End. (more like Dad nagging too much, cannot continue. next time ah :P)

-edited at 8:52pm-

I changed my blogskin! I know, its too PINK. But who cares? I love pink. Its elegant, cute, stylish.

Wanna tease me or hate for using this skin? You're own problem LOSERS. I know what you're gonna say.

'God this girl is so stupid! So thick-skinned!'.

If my blogskin is in any way affecting you psychologically and emotionally, do consult me about it like a normal human being, don't humji bark like dogs ah. Kindness is always appreciated

-.-

2009-05-31T18:32:00.000+08:00

sleepy. can't stand anymore. must sleep. tired from shopping in orchard.

marianne, this is an update for you.

+-+

2009-05-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

Really long time never post, I'm really that lazy now. Haha. Don't miss me too much Nadiah (:

Okay, I'm loving this music by Han Una - I'm Mannequin. Okay Nadiah just pay attention to this part, the others can just skip down to below, you simply aren't interested T-T . She's so cute in Music Bank; *sighs*

Back to today why I told everyone its a good and lucky day. Heheh. Well. I saw Mr Ho today! And thats a sign for me that everything is going to turn out all right! xD
Cristy pointed him out to me , thank you! Love you (:
And Izrail told me he went to accompany Mr Chua during English lessons for 2 periods! NOOOOOO!!!
Why aren't I in Commitment?!?!(wait, thats right, i wanted 2 pure sciences and A maths. Stupid me)
Izrail simply made me jealous ):
But at least he helped me out, apparently he and Mr Ho talked about girlfriend things, and asked Mr Ho asked Izrail whether he had a girlfriend. Izrail replied he had( I nearly rolled my eyes, then I realized he did have one. Once again, stupid me -.-) . And Izrail asked Mr Ho, and he is single and available!MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Great day indeed, yes great day.

Oh yes, listen to this piece of news people! I passed my Malay!WOOOOOOO! For the first time in my entire 3 year life in this school, I had passed! (blew fly-away kisses) wahahahahahaha.

And...I'm going to work hard in my sciences from now on! Mr Ho is specialized in maths, chemistry, physics, english. Great. I'm going to work hard at all those subjects! YESSSSSSSSSSSS!

And my SA1 marks? Strange how many people could pass the easy ones yet I fail miserably.

For example, POA is an easy subject to score, many get A1s. I get a C5. o.1 mark more and I could have a B4. Nice one you dumb computer. Freak you and hope your hard drive spoils and fried.

Physics I got 61.5 . Others got 58-59, not a big difference , so ain't counted.

Chemistry! 48%! OMG! Like not 30%+ something like always wahahahahahhahahaha.

But I couldn't find the other 2 marks ):

Don't worry Farah , I'm here in case you want to bash up someone over the chemistry marks. I'm always everywhere for my friends (:

Only 6 passes for my class, 3 people are 49, 3-4 people 48, the rest all 30+ .

Huh, I don't know whether should I cry and agonize myself with them or be happy for myself.

Oh dear.

Social Studies! I simply cannot pass that bloody subject! WHYYYYYY?!?!?! Even Dewi got WAY higher marks than I did.

Thank god for my Literature though, Mr Edward is taking the To Kill A Mockingbird test as our marks :D

Great great great~ I won't fail. Sooooooo.

I only failed Chemistry! Yay! Hopefully no Parent-Teacher-Meeting. I don't wanna let my mum down , I promised her and all :

ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

MR EDWARD! Why did you wrote my name for that Literature! Write Syahiirah's name too yes? Or write Natasha , Cristy, Marianne, Nadiah , Fatin or maybe even Cherise! No lah just joking . No seriously -.-"

God, I don't want to be the only girl there. I don't wanna remember the time. What if it happens like last time? Its' painful. Mr Edward don't want to listen ):

Hatred. Period.

(P.S: I received the watch from Xuan Dazzle, like finally! Blackeagle Intercrew watch , not the watch I ordered though, what the hell. But whatever. And my eyeshimmers are sent :D)

claps,hip-hip hooray!

2009-05-23T17:23:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow I'm going out! yay!

with my cousin, hopefully her father will allow us (:

I miss her so much T-T

We chatted over an hour, and she commented that I didn't update my blog :

what a frequent daily reader, heehee.

If you're reading this, I wanted to say this;

Save more money for the hols.

Honestly! No money for the holidays is unacceptable, save it or something!

I have plenty of moo-lahs to blow it on +-+

I want to buy a pair golden sneakers, so if I can't afford it, you all know what to buy for my birthday! (directed to Nadiah *grins*)

heehee!

BoA (:

2009-05-20T19:06:00.002+08:00

BoA is so pretty (:

I'm really jealous of her ]:

Okay whatever it is, I'm going to collect my passport tomorrow :D

But I don't think can go to Japan, especially with the H1N1 crisis there. Its rather frustrating, now that I think of it .

Speaking of which, I also cut my fringe. So Diyana have the straight bangs now yes.

Oh and one thing I have yet to mention...

DBSK IS COMING TO SINGAPORE! AHHHHH!

Its' a word spreading around by the netizens, but ohmyGAWD.I'm so hyped! I want to see them!!!!

Come on Nadiah! Lets stalk them!!!!!!

*Mum said I look cuter now. MY ASS*

Anyhow, I'm going to buy a beanie and a jacket!HAH!

*okay why am I so hyper, don't ask me, please, but I feel like playing AuditionSEA. The problem is I forgot my password and username -.-*

Ok whatever, I don't want to play, later lag like hell. Concentrate on more boring games.

LETS PLAY GRANADO ESPADA PEOPLE!OR RAGNAROK! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Happy Birthday My Baby Bouncing Japanese Boy!

2009-05-14T16:17:00.003+08:00

140509;

Yes its my brother birthday!

*pops party crackers, blows up balloons, put on a gorilla mask*

My parents has bought my brother 2 cakes -.-

Courtesy from the Polar Cake shop. Mango Mix and the other Royal Chocolate.

Personally, from the master food taster cum pincher, Royal Chocolate is not nice.

Maybe I'm more to the tropical side *eats bananas,coconuts*

But seriously; -.-

it sucks. Don't fall for the name my beloved peasants!

Just kidding ;D

Today POA was okay, I won't get full marks, confirmed.

I didn't balanced ):

Nisa, don't gloat around me please

*Nisa flying around my head*

PLEASEEEE!

Did you know she balanced all?!?!

Confirm full marks man!

Anyways, SS501.

Yes them, the coming-up-to-stardom group.

They pose a great danger to DBSK D:

HOWEVER, DBSK still reigns in the Channel V Battle Of The Pop!

Heexheex.

Super Junior beat them :

But honestly,SS501 is popular already, and their journey is somehow like DBSK;

sooooo.

SS501 & DBSK HWAITING!

Suju also hehe.

Oh and AfterSchool, and Son Dambi, and Wonder Girls, and Epik High, and Bae Seul Ki, and Davichi, and Gavy NJ,and Wheesung,and Chae Yeong, and Bi Rain.........

Heheex.

Who cares about this thing for a while?!

I WANNA EAT THE MANGO CAKE!NOW NOW NOW!

too bad I have to fetch my lil sister. Darn it.

FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS.

*not me yes you, its you. really*

JUST KIDDING! xD

darn cute!WATCH PEOPLE WATCHHHH!

Heex.

2009-05-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

First time setting my song to a chinese korean band. Not really korean, but somehow.

Never mind forget it.

Haven't finished studying POA ):

But I wanna share this video!

Its such a sad video,yes its very sad T-T *sobs on my own shoulder*

While I was relaxing, I was learning how to dance Hey!Don't Bring Me Down - TVXQ

Gosh, it looks simple, but its actually hard.

Honestly.

Walked back home with Cristie today weeeeeezxczxczxczxczxxz!

I think I DIDN'T embarassed her although I said 'I Love You!' to her quite loud at the Woodlands Mrt there <_<

Or did I?

Anyway great news for my little sis! Her picture was accepted by the committee of the NDP member;

Gosh, I wonder why they accepted her?Must be her chubbiness/fatness! hehehe!

Just kidding, but really -.-

So expect to see her picture during this year NDP people!HEEHEEX.

*I tried to enter mine too but I wasn't between 5-8 years old.FREAKS.*

Saddening!Really!

Nevermind,I'll camwhore as much as I want! ;D

And pur-leaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, Xavier!

Stop doing it, honestly. You're just making me feel like kicking your butt to Pluto.

And that's a world record, PERIOD.

SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESHHHHHHHH.

FREAK FREAK!

2009-05-12T16:31:00.003+08:00

Its the first time I'm late!

In my entire 3 years in school you know!

Have to go for DC next week wednesday or thursday, fuck yous.

Okay more like my friggin' fault.ROOARRRRRR.

*hits my own head,bashes against the table*

help me people!REWIND THE TIME!

Please people!

*builds a time machine in fruitless efforts*

Mum was practically nagging/(shouting?) at me through the phone, but she seems to take in consideration my reasons and all.

Phew! Its reasonable right? Just say bye bye to Very good conduct T-T

Since Singapore is yellow-alert,I thought there won't be temperature checks.

Turns out there is, and Agnes and Si Wei were late too.

At least I have Agnes to go with to DC! ;D

(I LOVE YOU AGNES! <3)

Mum is the most forgiving person I've ever known *sobs with happiness*

Cause...mum bought me a PG Mall bag just now! As my very early early birthday present >_>

Its the 3 way dark coffee sling bag, too bad I can't bring heavy books in it >_<

Oh and I went totally went crazy just now too;

I was on the phone with Michelle just now, and I was speaking about the teacher.

I FOUND OUT HIS NAME! ITS MR HO! THANKS JASREEN!

He teaches music! Cute right? So musically talentedddddddddddddddddddddd +_+ *cat eyes*

So I was ranting on and on, then Michelle said,'So what are you going to do to him?'.

Immediate reply was,'Satisfy all his senses \(+_+)/'.

God, am I such a pervert or what?! xD

Maybe there's another side to me altogether (oh no!DIYANA IS ANGELIC!HONEST!KIND!SWEET!LOVABLE!,right everyone?Marianne?Amirah?Dinah?Nisa?Cristie?Anyone??????)

I'm crazy >:D

*dances, oh Mr Ho Mr Ho Mr HoHoHoHoHoHoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo*

Tiredsome

2009-05-11T17:40:00.003+08:00

I'm really loving Bae Seul Ki right now (:

Just finished studying SS, took me entire 3 days, but I still haven't finished it!

WHATTHEICE-CREAM I TELL YOU.

Speaking of which, I want to have my hair styled like the 3rd video in the May 7,Thursday post.

I mean the short haired one, I have no hopes of growing long hair ):

I'm trying too!

Tomorrow is also spotcheck day.

Talk about SUCKING big times!

My hair has already covered my eyes (*boo*)

I don't want to have this hairstyle, cause I'm afraid of meeting someone's friends.

Make that 2 someones.

That teacher is really cute, yes I know I'm going goo-goo-ga-ga.

But I can have my own fantasy can't I? HAHA.

I practiced my cute seductive smile just specially for him!

Yes, its very very unimaginable, but I practiced it just in case if I pass by him by accident*

hehe ^_^

I also want to wear sleeveless tops, but mum doesn't allow me to anymore T-T

I think it looks angelic, just my luck to have my mum thinks long sleeved tops are cute.

Definitely cute, but I'm melting mum, MELTING!

Like this equation :

(Mini Melts + 4000 degrees centigrade + 5000 degrees cold-proof dress)

Imagine my ordeal (like oreos without the cream)

Okay another random question : If I were to wear glossy leggings;

my legs will honestly LOOK FAT FAT.

Truly, so please don't buy me glossy leggins as much as they are in now T-T

Send me to the school's gym instead thanks people T-T

|:

2009-05-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

Long time never blog ):

Okay not really, but honestly, it feels so long for me.

I guess I have to address one issue yet, yes.

So as to prevent people killing me from not replying your ways of communications.

XAVIER

I know, I have banned you from the Cbox,and a pretty strong ban at that one too.

I don't want to see your comments there, its pretty unsightly when people come to tag.

And the reason why I ignore your smses and calls?

I simply want to cut you away from my life (like a thread + pair of scissors + itchy fingers)

I can't stand your fake words, lured by pretexts of promises and love.

Too bad, I'm not that kind of a girl anymore;

Who cares about it anyway? Just find a girl and get married lah.

So you asked, what is my type?

Come I'll explain it to you.

-Greater age difference

-Immature (as in cute, and sulking)

-Isn't ready to settle down

-Looks does matter after all

-Lastly, education (as long you are making an effort in it)

So what you should do, is to just go and settle down with your corny words.

LA-LA-LA-LA-LA.

who cares about your love life ?

I don't

And I certainly don't want it, let alone NEED.

Bye

Today sucks!/great?

2009-05-07T20:23:00.005+08:00

Okay, bad news or good news first?

I'll say the good news first.

Firstly, I signed up for the Japanese Kyushu Trip!WHOOPEE!

2nd time going to Japan! :D

The Bad news, my passport expired December 2008 ):

I feel like crying!honestly!

So when I signed up the form, I put it as 'I will be making a new one by next month';

Which I am, right now (:

So i'm praying to god its still available.

But I'll talking to Ms Priscilla Teng tomorrow, I really want to go!

I hope it will be accepted, god shine on me *prays hard*

Please accept me!ROARRR!!!!

Okay I'm going to plurk like hell now, hehe! :D

byes for now :D

(by the way, I totally DIG this music!)

Woah, I'm like WOAH over these videos!They are like so totally in right now?!

And I was like, I love this song, No I love that song better! AW HECK THIS IS DA SH*T!

Yeah like that, wait I'm so confused right now!

NEVER MIND!HECK CARE!I'LL ADD ALL THE VIDEOS!

There's still more, but I'M LOVIN' THESE STUFFS! MY PEOPLE I TELL YOU!

GET YOUR H1N1 GRUBBY HOOVES AWAY FROM THEM!GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

Sleepy..

2009-05-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

Ahh. I feel so sleepy, darn those pills.

Ibuprofen is the destroyer of my sanity.

I don't want to sleep!

If I do, I can't sleep at night -.-

And when I want to lie down, my chest hurts.

And when I want to get up, my chest hurts too.

AHHHHHHHHHH.

Mum is irritating me againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Went to polyclinic to get myself checked out.

Went there and I thought H1N1 had claimed more than 33 lives there.

Just kidding xP

But honestly, everywhere I go there were masked people. I was given one too.

So I wore, too bad when I wore it it covers more than half of my face.

Then another person asked me to lift up my hair (HELLO, ITS FRINGE.Can you imagine,lifting my hair?Am I wearing a wig??)

So I did, and he scanned my brain, turns out I'm 36.7 degrees.

Lol. Not enough to be dangerous though.

Filled in a weird polyclinic form , saying no to most, but when it comes to Cough and Breathlessness;

Welll, I do have those, so I ticked.

Guess that was my ticket to fast observation and medicine hehe >:3

Through out, I kept thinking I was a pirate though.

With my fringe blocking my left eye, and the flu mask.

Only my partially hidden right eye can be seen.

Even then I accidently somehow swiped the Service Chit onto my right eye.

I thought I was going to have a paper cut right there, but its just red.

Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Okkayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,i'm bored.

Veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bored.

Just want to share this bad joke to everyone. (It happened!Really!100% TRUE!)

A secondary 4 unknown girl told me I was very fair

Naturally, I was delighted, as I'm mad over white skin.

So when I told my brother that, he went silent for 5 seconds.

*1,2,3,4,5!time's up!(alarm clock went off)*

He said the UNFORGIVABLE WORDS :

If you're fair, then your school must be India.

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

He is fairer than me by a lot, no doubt, but honestly!

Damn you japanese boy.

-.-

Bastard.

2009-05-04T17:54:00.002+08:00

How many times must I be repeatedly lied to over and over?

You and I both know your drinking habits are worsening by the day.

My dignity took its last blow yesterday when you shouted at me for no reason.

And there I was, thinking you were such a gentleman.

Fuck you, and fuck me for being so blind.

Thanks to Fatin,Cherise,Jared,Alex and Nisa;

otherwise, i'll be the same blind idiot always.

I hope you'll die in the 18th level of hell, and will never cause another girl to suffer like I did.

May you join the list with Charles.

Thanks a lot Xavier, for being such a fucking bitch bastard.

---

Yes today I broke up with him. I initiated it.

I can't stand his drinking habits anymore.

And scolding me for not forgiving him, even when he had done this act so many times.

May you burn in hell.

040509 is the day when I'm free (:

-.-

2009-05-03T18:35:00.004+08:00

Sorry to the readers of my blog for being away.

Ok not really since it was only yesterday.

Even then it was a short post \:

My apologies;

So to all you stalkers, I was tired yesterday because..

I had to accompany my grandma to Yew Tee to meet my aunt, then visit a sick relative.

Then for 2 hours(before going out), my mum scrubbed,exfoliated,cleaned,moisturized my face! O: !

Before I could apply my own make-up, apparently I was the Barbie doll for my mum.

She did the make-up on my face;

(I have a feeling she want to match my looks with the dress she bought for me)

Soooo...what to do, I let my mum had her fun.

But I drew the line at the hair, she wanted me have the hair wind-swept from the front.

(WIND-SWEPT, LITERALLY.)

Like the 1990's.

Like Terminator 2.

You know, the cute guy who played John Connor.

Except I didn't take drugs like he did \:

Pity him man, I mean he had the future and all.

Okay so where was I? Oh yes my hair.

So I styled my own hair, this part my mum slathered on a LOT of hair cream.

So it only looked wind-swept from the side, cool!

(oh f*ck, I poked my eye again)

Then, the worst part is..some lil' sis applied fake nails to my fingers..

AND I HAD A HARD TIME ADJUSTING TO IT!

It was like, woah I can't even punch in numbers in my handphone.

It was that hard.

In the end, I had to settle removing them by just using plain water; (yes!my poor nails!)

Remind me to buy a buffer to get rid of the glue from my nails.

The designs were nice though, just let me get used to long nails.

So anyways, I visited my uncle's sister-in-law's elder sister.

Apparently she was suffering from old age sickness, and had to be bed-ridden.

I was scared at first, cause she suddenly opened her eyes wide and looked at all of us.

But eventually, I held her hand.

Grandma asked whether she remembered me, and she just(you have to look real close!)shook her head.

Grandma said she felt pity for her, cause she loved people to visit her.

She looked very skinny, and small ):

I guessed the din my aunt and grandma made was too much for her, since she signalled that she wanted to sleep and it was too noisy.

I guessed it was time for us to leave.

So we did. Took a cab to home, bought food from downstairs hawker centre.

And there I am, eyes as red like I'm bleating or something.

Proof of the make-up my mum put on me?

Look at the profile picture, its not really great, since its 2 MP.

And the make-up is nearly gone.

Mum put on blusher, and lots of thick foundation. But its gone, especially the blusher.

And the rain moistened my hair wax, and thus it became normal.

ASSED-SWIPED! [I introduced her this phrase! XO : Xavier]

Tired

2009-05-02T21:11:00.001+08:00

I'm so freaking tired. I will post about today tomorrow.

Nights alls \:

WHOOPEE!

2009-05-01T19:26:00.005+08:00

Yay! I finally found cheap leggings!

I'm just hoping they are still open (prays hard)

I mean, I definitely don't want 80 denier, nor 120 denier.

They are too sheer for me, I want DARK, OPAQUE.

240/280 denier is more like it for me :D

Baby, I want to ask you something.

Have you seen a flying shoe before? Perhaps the next time I see you, I will demonstrate it to you.

It involves a good close up of the shoe's heel before you get to feel the design of the heel first-hand.

I'm really pissed off, I really am.

Just kidding :D

But honestly, don't act cheerful always, if there's trouble let me know.

I won't call you at irregular hours again. I swear.

Although it should be the other way round =.="

Sorry I couldn't meet you today, I had to study, and there's goes my religious class and all ):

Okay, enough with the crap ;D

God, I didn't realised how much emoticons I use everyday.

A stack of EMOTICONS~(inspired from The Hunted)

I badly need to buy a hoodie. Wait until exams are finished, then I'll spend!

Not to mention the discounts I'm having, like WOAH!

So I'm making a list what I wanna buy :

-Hoodie

-School Bag

-Shoes

-Foundation

-Lancome's black eye-shadow

That's all (:

Speaking of which, I asked Alex should I cut my hair, and his freakin' reply was,

NO!OH MY GOD ITS SO SHORT!

So I asked a better person, my baby.

His reaction, was like Radium added to Water.

OH MY F*CKING GAWD HELL NO WHAT IN THE NAME OF VIRGIN MARY YA THINK ITS SO F*CKIN' SHORT HELL NO GIRL YOU AIN'T CUTTIN' IT. NOT ON YOUR SWEET-LIFE INDEEDINDY!

Nice of him to make my feelings not wounded once again.

Guess I was so wrong man :P

Never mind, I guess I'll just keep my hair long then \:

The problem is, I don't know how to handle long hair.

Its' like, so friggin messy??

Teach me how people!

TEACH ME, I'M BEGGING YOU.

I'm suddenly into this Nese singer. (random people!)

I know, the song is quite erm, yesterday, in fact, MONTHS.

But honestly,when I like it, it means its a CLASSIC.

Just watched Hot Shot on the internet.

Darn, hot hot hot!

I didn't realized Show Lo and Wu Chun are so freaking hot!

I'm so jealous of that Jie Er or whatever the heaven she is.

Basketball, heex. Anyone want to take the sport up with me? :D

I won't get any slamdunks, I'm too short. Darn it people.

I want to grow as tall as Si Wei, but baby says he likes the way I am now.

Huhhhhhhh.

I won't let my love for chinese singers get in the way!

MY LOVE FOR U-KNOW YUNHO,RAIN AND AJOO WILL PREVAIL!!!!

However, that didn't stop me from laying my hands on this song 倪子岡 ~ 絕隊無敵 .

Violin + RnB + Rap = WICKED!

You know, I realized something.....I think I prefer men who have tanned skin.

Maybe its just on the spur of the moment, but I currently think they're sexy.

Yes people, they are SEXY-AYEEEEEEEEEE.

I mean, all of them ; (except Ajoo, he still preserving his innocence by white skin. His image is clearly isn't)

Are having this sun-tanned skin of a bronze god.

I won't drag baby to a UV bed or a beach.

I'm still afraid of him having skin cancer, and to ruin that sexy white skin of his.

Once sun-tanned, won't ever get back to white.

So I must think twice, before kicking his butt to some beach.

And sun-tanned skin with tattoo plainly looks like a gangster wannabe.

Be a yakuza baby ^-^ V

Oh yeah, he said he is going to have this tattoo on him, he mms-ed me the picture.

It was this big dragon.

Thank god its not an Asian dragon, nor an European dragon.

Just a simple scary dragon that would frighten babies.

He says now when he use racebacks he would feel sexy.

HEHE. What a confident old dinosaur.

Its nice I guess, not bad. Really.

He wants to wear the raceback when I'm meeting him.

Stay sexy baby ;P

LOVE YOU. :D

heex.

);

2009-04-30T18:41:00.004+08:00

Damn, I am so tired today!

My eyes are red, cause I feel asleep in the shower with the friggin' water entering my eyes >:X

Why am I tired?

I have no idea either -.-

Thank god I brought my keys to school today, otherwise I'm locked out of the house like yesterday ):

Speaking of which, I badly wanted to go to Bugis Junction tomorrow. There's a sale for OZOZO pouches, like from $19 to $13?!

Unbelievable! But I have to study for exams..

[Then WUUTTT the heck are you doing now?! : Xavier]

Yes, I know, I have to swot hard for this coming Mid-Years.

And..I FOUND MY RIBBON EARRINGS!

Guess which devil stole it -.-"

If you guessed my lil' sis, BINGO!

Clever you.

Oh and I want to let the whole world know this,

ALEX IS A DEVIL IN ANOTHER DEVIL'S CLOTHING WHICH IS AN ANGEL PRETENDING TO BE A DEVIL'S CLOTHING!

He knows I'm positively allergic to Shakir (3 Respect) , even his items.

And he took Shakir's pen without him knowing and kept on poking me with it during A Maths!

What the hell!

He thinks he is a Jedi warrior, I bet.
Well my young padawan, you SUCK BIG TIME(figure of speech~)IN POKING MAN! YOU ARE PICKING ON THE WRONG PERSON!!

And then he took out two pens, (one is his, the other isn't).

AND POKED ME.

I told him whether he wanted free acupuncture in his eyes, but no guarantee they will hit its focal points.

See, thanks to it I'm having a headache.

Shakir's like, ohmygawd. I looked at him with distaste, especially since secondary 1.

I really should start studying now.

I'm suddenly missing my friends. But I'm having a big headache.

More nescafe for me thanks {:

Oh yes, big scoop here.

DBSK RISING SUN REMIX WILL BE FEATURED IN A HOLLYWOOD FILM!!!

ITS OFFICIAL PEOPLE!

YEAH BABY WOOOOOAHHHH DBSK!

SARANGHAE!!!!

Gavy NJ is the best for me, thanks. I love their songs :D

And this is a video to show DBSK prowess at the Hollywood's Bowl. I know its old, since its 2008.

But I have the DVD myself,and everytime I watch it ;

WOAH! *knocks me out flat*

Dumb gossipy aunties X;

2009-04-28T18:05:00.005+08:00

HAHA AUNTIES!DON'T GOSSIP ANYMORE!

you know what I'm refering to, no need to be blur >:D

Or else my Impulse Tease perfume will make a comeback once again!

WAHAHAHAHA!

Ok whatever ; :P

I'm missing my sweet dinosaur right now, cause its 5 more days before I could meet his pretty smile again ):

By the way, I showed Cristy, Jane and Vivian my new dance, and they said I looked awkward -.-

And Marianne, where'd you disappeared to when I wanted to show you my dance?? >:3

Evil man, I'm still in its learning stage, and there's friction and all..[Xavier: Excuses excuses..>:D]

My fingers will get blisters from smsing dinosaur. Bill will hit the roof again {:

Tomorrow is SS Essay Test, on Healthcare.

Urghhh, please no! Today was just POA test and I bet I'll fail it this mid-year!

Nisa could balance it, I couldn't at all! I just hoped that I could get marks for writing this or that in this or that column. );

Should've taken Pure Geography or 3 Aspire.

But I'll miss my 3 Achieve friends :'(

Darn it manzxczxczxczxczx!

Okay never mind, I can't do anything.

Maths remedial was okay today, people kept on thinking me and Alex are together.

DUMB GOSSIPY AUNTIES! :D

Just kidding, but honestly. Don't make a habit of it, Alex and I have our each own respective darlings ;D

Maths and unreasonable teachers was what bonded us together.

Oh and did I mention Jared was also the one why we teamed up together to get back at him? xD

After remedial, me and Jane went to Causeway.

Ate at KFC, zinger for me, the BBQ thingie for her.

Tomatoe were falling off her crusts I swear. Like the Tomato festival presentation during MT class that time xD

Then we both homed, and I swear the Woodlands Interchange were full of polytechnic students!

Its like, all the campuses were crammed into there. That was how squeezy.

Man!seriously!I'M FAT FAT FAT!

I don't need a free slimming session or a contest where I can see how much people I can knock down with a slight bump.

I love the way I am ;D

[yeah right OLDER dinosaur, you're always complaining : Xavier]

Okay lah, watch videos, then study ;D

buh-byes~ (;

\:

2009-04-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

Nothing to post, seriously.

Acted in crazy in school, once again.

Saw Alex's girlfriend picture, like finally!

She's darn pretty, but I forgot to ask how old was her.. -.-

Ya lah whatever, tomorrow have to reach school 8pm.

**** it -.-"

A Heartquake.

2009-04-26T16:04:00.004+08:00

I miss you very much ):

Its unfair for us to meet every sunday only;

Can't your manager be more lenient?

I want to spend every waking moment with you goddammit.

---

Today went out with baby again! :D

super-duper happy man! This time its not he pounce, is I pounce on him one.

Like 200 pounds beauty pounce like that :P

Went to Changi Airport, and watched planes (:

In the MRT, all the while I was cuddling(choking?)his neck, I gave up half-way.

Cause he's too tall and I had to tiptoe, and tiptoe-ing for a long time makes my toes tired \:

When we reach there, I couldn't wait to see the airplanes fly!

*swoosh~mimicks an airplane*

I guessed baby is the serious one this time, since I was so hyper and he just stared at me and laughing since I was crazy.

For example : Hunting a non-existent playground .

: Trying to swim inside the fountain .

: Hugging a very huge pillar .

: Attempting to swallow the entire Haagen-Dazs ice-cream cone .

: Under the impression I'm an Airbus A380

Pretty crazy, yeps thats me there :D

We both cam-whored there, but my stupid handphone won't upload them -.-"

But I was pissed off there, got this group of primary school girls giggling and laughing at Swensens.

And got this one bloody chinese girl kept trying to catch the eye of my sweetheart.

Thank god he didn't care and wasn't facing her. I glared at her FEROCIOUSLY.

I was that angry! And she quickly turned away. But that didn't stopped her from sneaking in a few bitchy attacks.

So, I resorted to speaking out loud about how I hate girls whose intentions was to steal other people's sweethearts.

And I threaten what I would do to them (breaking their leg, punch their face, stamp on their **.You get the idea)

All these while, Baby just couldn't stopped laughing when he saw her face. :P

He said it was better than when I was shocked (I didn't think that was funny, but whatever) ;

And that was his favourite moment, cause he says I really cared about him THAT much.

Lame moment, but seriously!I do really CARE ABOUT HIM THAT MUCH.

I'm so missing him big-times now >:(

*does a moonwalk*

WOOOOHOOOO!~

( I have learned a new dance Marianne,Cristy,Nisa,Syahiirah,Farah,Farhana,Jared,Cody,Alex,Dewi!)

YEAH!

IMEEM SUCKS.

2009-04-25T19:04:00.004+08:00

Imeem sucks, thats all I can say.

No matter how much I try to disable the freakin' 30 seconds only, only this song remained unchanged.

**** imeem.

too tired to rants about other stuffs, except Alex is a really good boy fo not copy and paste.

Good boy eh? (:

*re-editing on 9:49pm*

Alex is really funny man, kept on sms-ing me, griping about not being able to kiss his girlfriend.

I told him to take the initiative first and he is so shy!

SEE, THATS WHAT I DON'T LIKE ABOUT BOYS.

always give excuses :P

So I gave him tips (eh ceh wah, I jadi Love Guru man xD)

and he just freakin' change the subject -.-

then went crapping all the way :P

then suddenly he asked me, 'Do you think Jared is cute or pretty?'.

I immediately replied, NONE.

OMG! I don't even have the liberty to say what I think of him.

For I only have Xavier in my mind, wahahaha.

Aren't I faithful :P

But I mostly crapped with Baby, today he's not working overtime.

Chatted with him over the phone!LIKE FINALLY WAHAHAHAH!

The problem is, he's like Jared exactly!

(my handphone rang)

Me: *picks up* Hellloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo?Baby ah?

Baby: ...BABBBBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

Me: *drops the phone*OH MY ****ING GOD!

Baby: Heeheeheehee!

Me: I miss you very much but you need not resort to that! God..

Baby: HEEHEEHAHAHEEHEEHAHA! Do you miss me that much??

Me: Of course I do, ):

Baby: Thats why I want you to implant my voice into your small brain

Me: What the ****.

Crapping right?Yes I know, we always talk crap :D

Then we move on to talking about spiderman bags and tattoos.

I told him that if he wants to tattoo, I want him to tattoo on his back marked my property.

(I think I told Alex this, he gave me the idea LOLS)

He say he want a BIG dragon. I told him it will look like Jackie Chan animation.

Then he asked me for ideas, I told him chocolate vanilla cake?

And he say he will pull my nose -.-"

I suggested : NO BEES ALLOWED!

: BUTTERFLIES SHOULD HAVE ONE WING ONLY!

: Bloom! (from Winx Club)

: The Periodic Table

: Molecules

: Atoms

: Ne

And he said I need not go for cosmetic surgery for the nose when I meet him =.=

Aren't those good ideas?? :D

But seriously having a REALLY BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGG DRAGON.

Okay lah, as long its black. Go through with me the design first thanks.

Otherwise, its a NO-NO. Colour ink really doesn't go nice at all, at least its to me.

And while I was crapping with baby, some guy named Alex sms-ed me non-stop -.-

(Cody thinks he likes me, yeah right. And Ms Gan think we're cousins...)

Replied little, cause I want to spend my time with baby;

Alex finally got the message :D

He's jealous of Xavier's name, I told baby, and he said Alex is nice what (:

I told him warrabout my name, and he said its unique :P

HEEX. jackpot!

Si Wei also weird to me in class.

After P.E lesson that is.

(I skipped it with Alex, I really hate being in the sun. I won't get white ): either way, I had an eye infection.All the more I can't. Can't be proned to sunlight. Don't ask why.)

He told me did I had a fun time with Alex chatting, I told him Alex is boring as usual.

He loves sun-tanned skin, I wanna have white skin.

So we were opposite sides. I took refuge under the trees.

I guessed Alex feels ps being alone, cause he tried to join me, but under the refuge of the sun -.-

Okay lah whatever, tired already. Wanna talk to baby before meeting him tml :D

LOVE YOU LOTS! :D

:D

2009-04-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

Woah, people people. You all read my blog right? Why never tag me man?!

Farah went through my blog and never tag! (FARAH!HOW COULD YOU!?)

So many people asking me my boyfriend is really 21 years old! (going to be 22 this year)

---

Okay I really think my sister is a **** idiot.

She caused dad to scold me, threw away my handphone into the rubbish chute, confiscated my headphone and the wire, all over because cannot understand a simple maths equation.

I feel like killing her now , seriously.

All because I'm listening to music.

stupid knnpb, just wants to get me into trouble thats all.

So now I cannot do my homework, let alone talk to baby.

At least the good point, dad is the one who is going to buy me a new one.

Period. I have vented out my anger. Just waiting what'll happen next. I mean come on, look at this :

A Maths : 18/25

E Maths : 21/25

Literature : 85/100

Regardless of the marks, dad still did it.

Whatever lah, he never carries out his threats, especially when facing these. If he does, he knows whats coming to his way.

Done.

---

(continuation from the 1st paragraph)

Its rather weird, I seriously think the age gap is fine, whats up with the facial expressions? O:

Okay! Fine! I prefer greater age guys (like Jared infered)

I like the fact that they are matured :D

Like Jared says, boys mature at the age of 18 :P

(random topic) I'm into the retros time ;X

Okay, at least the modern songs that sounds like theirs :D

I'm such a huge fan of Son Dambi, really! I love all her songs!

She's the coolest female singer I know, and in the entire world!

---

Told you dad wouldn't threw away my phone, I got it back. It was in the rice bucket -.-

Too bad sister still decided my life isn't at its worst yet.

She told dad I scolded her ,'Fuck, fuck you!'.

Dad just told me he was ashamed of me and thats all.

To be honest, that wasn't a bad scolding. More like he was okay with it.

I did nothing wrong, sister kept on avoiding homework, and I had been through more worst scoldings, including dad asking me to kill myself at the 13th floor.

And anyways, I scolded her more words than that,so its better to keep quiet.

Ashamed of myself, no doubt.

But whatever, sister is in the wrong. If she's going to tell dad one more untruth, I'll slap her face.

Sumpah demi Allah, the Almighty, I will do it, for I'm in no wrong.

Crappos.

2009-04-22T21:14:00.004+08:00

Yi Xuan's mum gave us Famous Amos cookies, yum! thanks a lot :D

Alex is smsing me, till I finally stopped him. I wanted to pester Baby after all :D

He doesn't believe I have a super cute BABY.

Wait..I'll show you his picture! XD

Okay I'm sooo zonked out.

I want to sleep with baby today X: (don't think dirty please.this is a figure of speech)

At least I have his sweater, he lend to me that time we were watching movie :D

It was cold..so yeah.

He's still working ):

WHATTHEHELL LAH.

Don't tire yourself out can? ):

I'm so sleeping with his sweater, can still smell his cologne :P

Its lemon passion fruits. WAHAHAHAHA!

*stomps around,bawls*

Marianne & Cristy told me he is too old, but I love him lots, yes :D

Thats it.

I'm done for today, I'm going to sleep with his sweater.

Bye peepzxczxczxczxc.

I'm gonna have a really sweet dream :D

Sick.

2009-04-21T13:46:00.003+08:00

Sigh..in front of the computer, since everyone its at school \:

Yes people, I'm sick. Diyana is sick on 210409.

For the first time this year she is not going to school.

And I'm bored to death. I went to polyclinic in my school uniform .

People were staring at me as if I played hooky that day!

And got one crazy auntie shout at me in chinese. I think she said ;

'OI!WHY AREN'T YOU IN SCHOOL?PEOPLE LIKE YOU MUST REPORT TO POLICE ONE!CANNOT SKIP SCHOOL ANYHOW. WHAT IS YOUR SCHOOL??'.

I swear, although my conversational chinese is not great, I could understand every word she is saying!

So I shouted back,'SIAO AUNTIE,I'M SICK.CANNOT SEE THIS POLYCLINIC PLASTIC BAG AH?WHAT, YOU THINK MY TEACHER AH, NEED TO SEE MC?CAN DON'T SCOLD ANYHOW OR NOT?'.

I was angry man!Humiliate me in front of Fuchun Secondary School some more. We both shouted pretty loud, I'm sure the students inside can hear.

Judging by the students curious looks and occasional shouts from the windows, I think they did.

FUCK YOU YOU BLOODY OLD WOMAN.

bloody bastard.

Then went back home,(it is only 3 blocks away) thank god no one heard the commotion, as in my family members,neighbours,yeah you get the drift.

Ate, bathe again, ate medicine, was knocked out in 5 minutes flat.

Woke up again, and had to send my lil' cute neighbour to school. :P

Yi Xuan is the cutest girl I've ever seen!I sooo have to take a picture of her (x

The cutest boy awards to : (drum rolls) Baby! [Of course! : Xavier]

*coughs* So now I'm stuck in front of the computer. Mum went out to meet her long-time-no-see classmates from Swiss Cottage. She really missed them, they were her best friends, according to what she told me.

Her best friend was : Marny

So the boys in her school teased them goes along like this :

Marny, Murni , Marny, Murni

Kalau ada Marny mesti ada Murni!

I couldn't stop laughing. And thus, thats how they were when in secondary school.

She's meeting them up at Long John Silvers right now, and I told her if there is a yellow pair of leggings would she please buy them for me? Cause Mum had bought me a really beautiful over-sized electric-blue dress, and I thought it would be really cool to have a contrast :D

And dress like Big Bang >:3

I want to go out with Baby wearing that, he promised me he'll wear contrast colours with me too.[Yes, thats what I promised! :D : Xavier]

So until I get my yellow leggings, I won't stop searching for it!WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!

period. byes! >:P

You're my masterpiece.

2009-04-20T16:47:00.002+08:00

WOAHHHH!

I'M LIKE, MISSING BABY SO MUCH RIGHT NOW?!

I miss his gong-gong look~ :P

Always the sotong on navigational maps~

And I'm the lucky one to tell it to him!MUAHAHAHA.

(yes its 'lucky', not 'unlucky')

I'm so totally into this blog song now by Ajoo; courtesy to Baby :D

He loves all those sweet ballads, and his phone card is 2GB, so imagine all those musics inside his phone, waiting for me to rip it off from him >:3

---

Okay, back to what happened.

I just returned from ngaji, masih sempat untuk seh. Ingat I akan lambat..biasa lah eh? :P

School was okay, I paid attention to all lessons, except for A.Maths, I just stared into space a little bit, and Mrs Lee caught me! What the..so I paid attention through out the period.

However; (waits for the big atomic bomb)

THERE WILL BE A LITERATURE ESSAY TEST!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

WHERE IS THE NEAREST VOID DECK 7-11!?

okay lah okay lah, but honestly, I hope I will pass it (:
By the way, big thanks to Cherise & Fatin! I treated them to recess today :D

I also want to buy leggings ):

Maybe yellow/blue? I'm not so sure, but I really wanna buy...

Mum allowed me, so I just need to know when to transfer blah blah blah.

LOLLLL. I know I'm crapping, but yeah, I'm missing Baby way too much right now.

I really am missing him. I want to feel his squishes >:3

Cody & Alex, told me Baby is too old for me! I told them I prefer older guys :P

Below 25 years okay what. I'm not into teenagers romance, too..er-hem..they feel the need to impress their friends..thats what..

At least a working guy only has his colleagues? :D

Thats what I like about it MUAHAAHAHAHAHA.

Okay lah finish crapping. I want to go watch youtube then eat then do homework then go online again.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

2009-04-19T12:04:00.003+08:00

Walao everytime suay one sia me.

On friday, I realized something when I went out with Baby.

I saw B again at the Singapore River!

I just realized that when Baby mms-ed me over the pictures.

Then cause Baby likes to misfire shots (or more like taken randomly or strangers. He says it gives artistic touch);

I SAW HER AGAIN!!!

What the hell, can't you just get out of my life?Geez.

It really looks like her. Everything.

I'm sure Singapore is big enough for one person not to meet another for at least a day~

She didn't have enough money to buy more cloth to cover her body I guess, since she wore a very revealing top.

(Thank god there's only one picture of her. I deleted that. ;P)

Fatin & Cherise knows how much I dislike people showing off their assets too much (as in, very deep v neck, skirts that just needs puff of wind to see the underwear)

There's no sense of shame nowadays, sighs.

At least she didn't ruined my special day :D

Had fun with Baby nevertheless, MUAHAHAHA.

So continue with today. I was busy doing my homework, and its very funny that on a Sunday, A WORKING GUY COULD SMS ME CONTINUOUSLY.

And he was talking crap! xD

Retarded Dinosaur: Good morning! (It was 8am)

Me: *furiously writing English composition* Morning (; where're you now? Reached work already? Can't be working so early right,3 more hours to opening time :

Retarded Dinosaur: Yeah, on my way to work right now. Now at woodlands, many more stops to go xD . Feel like dashing out the door right now and squish baby!! >:}

Me: Squish all you want, it will just be bones.(3 minutes later)

Retarded Dinosaur: Are you alright? don't see in a good mood now

Me: Chiong my hwk right now, with parents nagging in the back. Yes, i'm not in a good mood.

Retarded Dinosaur: Oh! So thats why~ Nvm lh, im here for you! Jys Baby!

Me: Thanks a lot (: I thought from CCK to work take less than an hour? How come you're out so early?

Retarded Dinosaur: Yes, this dinosaur have to do all the hard work to open the restaurant T^T

Me: Really? You said last time you say the Singapore River pictures are yours. Look at me lah! xD

Retarded Dinosaur: WILL ONLY WORSEN MY MOOD! XO

Me: \ (T-T) / fine.....

Retarded Dinosaur: Jking! xD bytheway, since when mrt has a yellow buzzer alike?

Me: Its to warn people short-sighted as you not to dash across inside/outside, which could kill you instantly and leaving me in a sad depressed state

Retarded Dinosaur: Oh :P

Me: Yes.

Retarded Dinosaur: I c..

(Never replied back)

Retarded Dinosaur: Why so quiet??

Me: Uhh? I'm doing my hwk?? :O

Lame right? Its worst when face-to-face.

Shy to face him sometimes, LOL!

Okay lah whatever, I have to go now. Need to take my bath. Dad just bought Asience shampoo ;D

(P.S:Thanks Cherise & Fatin for helping me!I'll treat you to recess tomorrow!Promise!:D THANKS A LOT!)

I could only dream;

Seriously, I really forgot whats the meaning of updating my blog.

U-KISS FANSIGN

Drowning.

Fuck lah.

I COULD SO DIE HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!

Off colour.

Predators.

Despicable.

DEPRESSINGGG!

Repentance .

MOVED.

Clairience .

Preposterous! >:O

200th Post! Weeeeezxczxczxc! :D

Dara diri dara doo~

Gomenasai.

Forever be with you.

Come on everybody!

Because Of You.

Late-cums-Early Birthday Celebration.

Thought over once, and decided! NO TWICE!

Big Bang :D

Let's smile and say,'Its' all right -grins-' (:

Sick ):

First day of school ):

I didn't realized how much I missed THAT touch

Irresistable.

:P

The Body World!

Okay! Updat-ion! XD

My 15th Birthday! :D

The best day of my life so far (:

H Y P E R - N E S S !

Fool .

Seriously depressing.

A Total Makeover .

Ouch, pain )':

:D Released at 12.15pm today!

Gosh~

:D I've moved wahaha.

Teach me how to be strong.

Thanks a bunch of chocolates.

):

Yay! Blogger is back again!

Time flew by so fast .

Yes! T707 is finally MINE!!!!!

Gangsters call other people hongsters when they are themselves.

Blogger still being an idiot.

Yah!

Many many many things!

Be My Man .

And you said you'll never let me go .

This re-opening of July month, I don't know should I be happy or not.

You guys are simply the lowest man! >:(

OMG.

Rest In Peace, MJ ♥ .

Any names that starts with a letter 'C' and ends with 'S' should just kill themselves.

Big Bang! (L)

Sicko pervert.

❥So cute, my baby, Nichkhun ;D

My MSN is working again!

(:

WTH!

:D

BOREDDDD............

I haven't learned my lesson, so sue me .

Seems it was so long ago.

-.-

+-+

*claps,hip-hip hooray!*

BoA (:

Happy Birthday My Baby Bouncing Japanese Boy!

Heex.

FREAK FREAK!

Tiredsome

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Today sucks!/great?

Sleepy..

Bastard.

claps,hip-hip hooray!